Sunday. February 25, 2024.
hoba:
hey yoonie.
yoongi:
hey my sweet hoba.
hoba:
i'm sorry. i haven't been ignoring you i promise.
yoongi:
hey hey don't apologize. ik everything has been so much recently.
yoongi:
i have to admit, I got used to seeing you and talking to you everyday, i started missing you.
hoba:
i missed you yoonie.
hoba:
i didn't mean to just drop off the face of the planet for a week and not come to school. i just couldn't.
yoongi:
no i get it.
hoba:
he was gone two years yoonie. no contact. no email, no letter, no text, no call, nothing. two years and you think it's okay to just show up and try to be dad again.
hoba:
he had that chance and he walked away from it. i just don't get it. what changed?
yoongi:
shitty people never change hoba.
yoongi:
and then to leave you a gift thinking that will make you forgive him.
hoba:
right? boy i'm not 5.
yoongi:
i'm sorry hoba. you don't deserve to go through this.
hoba:
eh, i'm used to it.
yoongi:
you know that's not a good thing, right?
hoba:
can i come over after school tomorrow? i could you use a yoongi cuddle right now.
yoongi:
absolutely. i will get my mom to pick us up.
yoongi:
i can't wait to see you, it feels like it been forever since i seen your sweet face.
hoba:
i missed the butterflies you give me.
yoongi:
god, i feel awful i can't be with you going through this.
hoba:
it's my fault. i choose to cope alone, don't feel bad honey.
hoba:
him and my sister argued a lot that night.
hoba:
it was actually more of my sister yelling at him and him nodding his head.
yoongi:
i mean, being in that situation, what would you say?
hoba:
i wouldn't say anything because i would never be in that situation.
hoba:
i would never leave my kids the way that he left us.
yoongi:
i want to give my kids everything i never had.
hoba:
me too. especially growing up with parents.
yoongi:
i'm glad you aren't letting his decisions affect you.
hoba:
he left us. i was 14 and i had to grow up with no mother and no father figure. i don't know how to change the oil in a car, change a tire, nothing that my dad should have taught me.
hoba:
he should be ashamed and embarrassed to ever show his face again. my sister yelled at him to never come again.
hoba:
in all honesty, if this had happened before we met, i would have fallen for it and then i would have gotten disappointed again. he would have just left again.
hoba:
why am i mad instead of sad? i'm so angry at him.
hoba:
i never thought i would see his face again. and then he waltzed in here thinking it would be alright.
hoba:
i'm so angry yoonie.
yoongi:
you have every right to be mad hoba. he left you and your sister while both of you were so young. you have every right to be upset. i'm sorry that you are mad but it's just the pint up aggression that you have built up from him being a shitty person.
hoba:
it just makes me so mad.
hoba:
i'm sorry i'm rambling. i just needed to rant.
yoongi:
don't ever apologize my sweet hoba. it's good to get it out. i'm always going to be here to listen.
hoba:
you are the best.
hoba:
hey, i have to go eat dinner. call you after i shower?
yoongi:
sounds like a plan.
yoongi:
eat well my hoba.
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Sunshine (j.h/sope)
Fanfictionyoongi is a quiet kid who only talks to his friends. he is close to his parents and older brother, but suffers from early childhood depression and social anxiety. hoseok gets bullied for being the way he is. he suffers from severe depression because...
