ONLY ANGEL (Lucifer Morningstar x OC)

19. No Big Deal (I Love You)

silliness warning ha ha ha!!!!!!!!!!

"Fuck, don't stop!" Ellie breathes out as his grip on her hips tightens.

"Oh, Ellie," Lucifer groans, his voice strained with effort. "I wouldn't dream of stopping. You feel s-so good."

He pulls her closer as he thrusts deeper. Her request fuels his desire, driving him to push past his limits. Sweat glistens on his brow as he tries to fight off finishing, determined to prolong this moment for both of them.

His head hangs low, going to rest by her neck as he pushes so deeply and so agonizingly slow, feeling every bit of her. She holds his head for a moment and he can hear her gasp.

"I need you, I'm in love with you, fuck, chérie, I'm so in love with you." He whimpers as he brings his hand down to touch her all while still fucking her.

She grips his shoulders, practically screaming his name as she begins to finish. He can't help himself when he feels her clenching around him and brings her hands to push his hips to hers, holding him there as she continues to rock her hips.

He wakes up in a pool of sweat among other liquids. His mind is running a million miles a minute at this point. He sits up with his cheeks flushed and he's breathless. Only thoughts of Ellie fill his mind. He hates how much he enjoyed that dream.

It all felt so right. The way her fingers ran through his hair, the way her hands felt on his skin, it all felt so real. And she looked so perfect. Everything about it was so vivid. He felt like he was really touching her and he liked it. She was so captivating.

But he also feels guilty, to say the least. He feels gross and like he shouldn't be thinking about her like this. He's not some horny teenager so why is this happening? He felt like he had complete control of his mind and now it's turning to her. But maybe he doesn't mind that. He wouldn't mind her taking over his mind, taking over his life. His feelings for her won't stop growing.

He's been having dirty dreams of her for a hot minute. But he's never told her he loves her in any of them. It must mean something that she didn't say it back...right? He's a grown man sitting in a cold and wet bed, it's moments like these that he's glad Ellie's not here.

But he does miss her.

He sits up and immediately pulls the sheets off his bed. He throws them in the washing machine, not yet turning it on as he goes to shower. He turns the water as hot as it'll go and the room quickly begins to steam as he takes off his clothes.

He steps in and lets the water cover his skin and wet his hair. His eyes shut and his head leans back. Lucifer takes a deep breath for the first time all morning. And just when he tries to escape, he pictures her face. Her smile, her laugh, the way her eyes always shut so cutely when she does laugh. And how incredible it is to be able to make her laugh.

He sighs, reaching for his shampoo. Why won't she leave his mind? He's liked her for a long time, it's only a new revelation that he's serious about this and that it means something to him. He misses her in this house. He misses seeing her sitting at the table or out on the balcony or even just sitting on the couch beside her.

He's been quiet about his objections about her sleeping with Vox but that's also another thing that's been on his mind. Lucifer knows she's not his, she doesn't belong to him or anyone for that matter. But it kills him that of all the people she could have, she chooses that weirdo.

He's not jealous or anything. It's just truly that Ellie is the best person he's ever met in Hell. She deserves someone's love and affection instead of just their lust or whatever else she gets. She has the brightest smile and the funniest things to say. Ellie should be everyone's dream girl if she's not already, in his opinion.