The Broken Glader

Part 5 - I don't care!

⚠️ Trigger warning: r@pe ⚠️

Y/n pov:

- time skip -
I walked into the dining hall for breakfast. Today it was eggs and bacon. I thanked fry and sat at the table. Billy walked over to me gave me a kiss on the cheek and then sat back at his own table. I dived into my food.
"Someone's hungry." I heard Newt say as I scraped my plate of any leftover food. I nodded enthusiastically.
Last night me and Billy decided we wanted him to move in to my hut so we could stay together. Alby agreed and today he was moving his stuff.
After breakfast I took a quick shower and brushed my hair. Today was the first day I decided to have it down. When I arrived it was in a ponytail and I had kept it in a braid ever since. Once it had dried I looked in the bathroom mirror. My hair seemed to reach my waist. It was ever so slightly wavy but mainly straight. I changed into a cropped grey long sleeve top and some green cargos. I made my way toward the medjacks' hut, ready to start work.
When I walked in Jeff and Clint just stared at me in awe.
"What is it?" I asked.
"Nothing!" Jeff said breaking his stare while turning Clint's head toward whatever they were doing. I started prepping the hut for any injuries. An average day's work.
Within an hour we had a knock at the door. Winston walked in with blood all over his hand. Jeff brought him to the bed and asked me to sort him out. I walked over to treat the wound. I could feel eyes staring down at me. I looked up to meet his eyes. They looked just like Jeff and Clint's when they saw me that day.
"What is with everyone staring at me today?" I muttered to myself. Winston looked away immediately, obviously hearing what I had said.
"All done" I said before ushering him out the door.
Ugh. Boys. I mean I guess I understand. Alby said he had been here about a year. That meant a whole year of never seeing a girl. But still it annoyed me.
Over the day I treated 2 more slicers and one track hoe who had cut himself with his machete. Every single one stared. I had already skipped lunch as I didn't feel like having everyone's eyes on me but I knew I had to go for dinner. I packed up the medjack hut and headed over to the hall. Just as I expected, all heads turned to me. They were all staring. I grabbed a bowl of soup from fry and sat down, tucking a strand of hair behind my ear. This was gonna suck. After a minute or two everyone settled back into their dinner but I felt eyes on me the entire time. My table of boys were quite normal but if they weren't talking they were staring. Just like everyone else.
"So how was work?" I asked the table. I wanted everyone to redirect their attention somewhere else. They all responded with something like fine, or boring but nothing really interesting. I finished my dinner and rushed out of the hall as quickly as possible. When I walked into my hut, I notice some boxes and some clothes lying around. Billy had obviously moved in already. I didn't mind the mess. I knew I would clean it up later. I grabbed my pencil and drawing pad and headed to my tree. Today I drew some leaves that grew on the tree and a small colony of black ants that wondered across one of the leaves. I stared out at the walls. I knew there was a maze out there. I also knew that the runners were mapping it to find a way out, but I didn't know why I couldn't go in. I brushed the thought away. Of course there was a good reason. I just didn't know yet that was all. I heard footsteps near the tree. I prayed that they wouldn't stop at the trunk. I just wanted to be alone. But considering my luck they did stop at the tree. The glader looked up at me. I beckoned Billy up. I knew it was him because no one else knew where I always hid. He sat next to me and gently tucked a strand of hair behind my ear. I blushed and smiled up at him. He looked deep into my eyes before saying "You look so gorgeous y/n"
I giggled and stared into his eyes. Our lips softly pressed together and we sat up there enjoying the moment. I rested my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes. I breathed in the cooling air of the glade and felt a hand stroke my hair. His hand.
After half an hour we climbed back down and joined the others. Tonight was another bonfire night. I wasn't quite sure why but I didn't really mind. It was fun to see everyone around each other laughing. I sat down on the same log I had when I entered the glade. This time it was Newt who sat next to me.
"Hey blondie" I said internally laughing.
"Slim it!" He snapped. He handed me a jar of the vile drink that Gally makes. This time I actually drank it, and I could see the shock on his face.
"Wow you are already getting used to us!" He exclaimed.
"Well it's not like I actually remember anything but this so-"
"I guess that's fair" he replied.
I sat there staring at the stars. They twinkled high in the sky. I stood up. I walked over to Billy and told him I was going to bed. He told everyone good night before following me back into our hut. We changed and snuggled into bed. I felt his arm pull me close and then he turned me over to face him. He suddenly moved so he was on top of me. I whispered to him "I'm not sure I'm ready for this."
He stared into my eyes before whispering in my ear; "I don't care."
"What!?" I whisper shouted panicking.
He whispered once again with a grin, "I don't care!".
I felt his hand cover my mouth pushing hard muffling my screams.

I sat up in bed. I had pretended to fall asleep and waited for Billy to sleep too. I had been r@ped.
That was that.
I couldn't do anything about it now.
I tucked my knees to my chest and sobbed silently.
I didn't sleep at all that night.

- Author's note
Heyyyy! What an emotional rollercoaster! It hurt so much to write this but it is what it is. For all of you who might be waiting for more Newt content we are finally going to start seeing him more! But that's all for now!

- Scarlettuce
- 1110 words (actual story)