Y/n pov:- time skip -
Dear diary,
A few days ago I jumped off a maze wall. I don't know what's going on in my mind anymore and I feel like I am slowly drowning. I feel so effing weak because I can't do anything on my own. Everyone is looking after me and I hate it. I hate being looked after and I feel bad making them work. I have spent so much time alone with my thoughts I think they are taking over my brain. That's why I am writing. I hope my mind breathes for a second.Y/n
It had been a few days since the accident and being stuck in bed absolutely sucked. I hated not being able to move. The only thing I had to pass the time was draw and after a few days I had drawn everything there was to see from where I was.
I was drawing the glass of water beside me when the water started to lift out of the glass.
What the hell! It seemed like it was growing before it started pouring all through the room filling it up. The water reached my neck and forced me under. I was screaming for help but nobody came. I could feel my breathe slipping away from my lips. I was screaming and screaming but nothing happened. I grabbed onto the side of the bed. Then all the water disappeared and I was sat, dry, on the bed, unharmed. Jeff walked in, and sat on the edge of the bed looking into my teary eyes.
"Are you going to tell me what happened or am I going to have to guess?" He said calmly.
"I will only tell you if you promise not to tell Alby." I replied.
I didn't want Alby to know. It would be more for him to worry about and I didn't know what he would do if he found out.
"Fine." He said annoyed.
"I have been having these visions or hallucinations where is start drowning. Like when I blacked out, I was in a box drowning. And just now the water in that glass filled the room until I couldn't breathe." I explained.
"I won't tell Alby about it for now but if they get worse I am going to have to." He answered.
"Ok." I muttered.
He left the room. What was that? What the hell is wrong with me!- time skip -
It had been a week since my first vision and they had only gotten worse but I started focusing on things that were real instead of the water. I also made sure I stopped screaming so nobody would know what was going on. I was finally allowed to start walking around the glade and it felt so freeing. My wrist had fully healed but it still hurt me to walk. I was also allowed to go back to work. Everything started to settle again.
It was mid morning and I was working in the med hut when the basin full of water started pouring all over the floor. Shit. Clint and Jeff were both there with me so I knew that I had to make sure they didn't notice what was going on. I sprinted out of the hut and into the dead heads. My ankle killing me. I sat down by a tree and held onto the trunk. By this point the water had started to pour over the walls of the maze. It was like an enormous wave engulfed me. I was struggling under the water. Trying to breathe. Then it all disappeared once again. I sat there, eyes tightly closed shut. I opened them to see the glade. It looked exactly how it always did. I walked back to the med hut hobbling on my ankle.
"You going to explain your sudden running?" Clint asked.
"Sorry I just really needed to you know." I said shyly.
"Oh. Sorry Y/n I um.." he said embarrassed.
"I'll just get back to work." I said chuckling.
Phew. They hadn't noticed. I finished the morning work and headed to lunch.
I sat in front of newt and started to dig in.
"Hey Y/n!" He beamed.
"What's got you in such a good mood?" I joked.
"I just haven't seen you the entire morning and wanted to see you" he winked.
I blushed. We ate our meal. It was a good day it seemed. I mean for everyone else, me not so much.
I finished my meal and headed to the 'girls' bathrooms. It was one bathroom for one girl.
I sat over the toilet and stuck my finger down my throat. I retched before throwing all the food back up.
I wiped my mouth and walked out of the bathroom. I headed back to the medjack hut. I continued to work.- time skip -
Newt's pov:
Tonight was a bonfire night. We were all sitting around the campfire laughing and joking. I sat next to Y/n on a log and we talked for hours.
We decided to get away from the noise and walked over to the deadheads. We sat on the edge of the hill looking at the stars. Y/n stared into the night sky.
"They are so beautiful" she said in amazement.
"You are so beautiful" I whispered in her ear. She turned to me. I was gazing into her eyes. I leaned in and she did too. Our lips gently pressed together. She placed my arms around my neck and pulled me in tightly. My hands slid down her neck to her waist. We pulled away and we sat there watching the night sky change. We decided to go to bed so I picked her up and carried her to her hut. I placed her gently down on her bed.
"Goodnight love"
"Goodnight blondie"Next morning I woke up to the sound of crunching. Y/n. Clearly since her ankle had gotten better she had decided to start climbing up her tree again. I, as usual, followed her. She struggled up the tree trying to not put too much weight on her ankle. She sat on the top branch and started to draw again. She truly was a mystery to me. I headed back to the hammocks to get my last hour of sleep. We had breakfast as usual, but there was as unusual buzz from the surrounding tables. I looked at Minho.
Tournament day. Every month or so we have what we call tournament day. We play a series of games in teams and whoever wins the most gets a prize. The prize changes every year and nobody but Alby knows what it is.
"Why is everyone so happy today?" Y/n asked sitting down at the table.
"Is that a bad thing?" I joked back.
"No I mean"
"Don't worry, only kidding love. Today's tournament day."
"Ohhhhhhhhh. That makes sense."
We finished breakfast and headed out and into the centre of the glade.
"I'll be back in a sec!" She shouted before running off to the ya know.
We were decided the teams. I was in one with Minho and Y/n. Then the games began. We won 2 in the first round and moved on to the second round. We won 1 out of 3 games in the second round and entered the final. The final game was a simple relay race. It was us against Ben, Clint and George. I was starting then Y/n then Minho.
"On your marks, get set, go!"
I sprinted before Y/n and handed her the stick. She dashed toward Minho and handed it over to him. I never realised quite how fast she was and on a bad ankle. Minho dived across the finish line putting us in 1st by one second. I ran up to Y/n I was about to pick her up in joy when I realised she didn't look well.
"Y/n? You ok?"
"Yh I'm fine just a little.." she muttered before collapsing to the ground.
"Y/n!" I shouted before rushing her to the medjack hut. Luckily Jeff hadn't been in the final so he was already there. Her eyes opened and she sat up.
"What happened?" She asked weakly.
"We finished the last race and then you just blacked out." I answered
"Oh."
"Y/n what the shuck is going on?" I asked angrily.- Author's note
Heyyyyy! Bit of a long one today. Hope you are well! I swear, what is it with me and making Y/n faint? 😂
Hope you have a good day/night!- Scarlettuce
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The Broken Glader
Fanfiction⚠️Trigger warnings⚠️ Self harm/attempted suicide Abuse Eating disorders Insomnia Mentioned sex Swearing Death You wake up in a maze surrounded by 14 boys. You can't remember anything at all. Not even your name. You're trapped inside tall walls. Alo...