- Y/n pov:I reached over to a small table and grabbed a small cardboard box. I took out a cigarette and lit it. Smoking was just like drinking for me. It eased the pain.
The glade started to fill with noise again and everyone went to work.
A figure made their way to my window and stared in. I was not visible from where the window was so they didn't notice me.
Then I felt a push at the door. I didn't move.
"Y/n. I know you are in there." A voice said outside. I didn't reply.
"Please Y/n. You need to come out." George said persisting.
The silence remained.
"Please" he whispered.
I stood up. I opened the door slightly, revealing a small crack. I held it firmly there, the light hitting my face.
"Y/n. You need to eat-"
I slammed it shut again. I refused to eat. I was holding onto this hole in my heart that Newt would like me if I was skinnier.
"Y/n. I am not going to leave until you come out. No matter how hard you try. Alby is so worried that this is all he wants me to do the entire day. So I promise I am not going to give up."
I sat on the other side and stroked Sunny. I prepared myself for what I knew I had to do.
I had to leave.
I walked over to the bathroom. I took out my plait and brushed through my hair. I re-braided it and changed my hoodie. I grabbed my cigarette, and opened the door, halfway this time. He just stared at me. I knew I looked like shit. I stepped outside the hut cigarette in my mouth, cat round my shoulder. Tears falling down my face.
"You shucking happy now?" I said angrily. I stepped back into the hut and threw the door, banging it shut.
"Y/n, you know smoking kills right?"
He said concerned.
"Well if I do die it will be a fucking dream come true. Look I did what you wanted me to do so just leave me alone!" I shouted back through the bolted shut door.
Silence filled my mind as I blocked out everything. Then I saw the water from the bathroom start to pour onto the floor. I grabbed onto the door handle while starting to scream. I could feel George hitting the door the opposite side. He knew what was happening and he also knew I would need help. I screamed and screamed as the 'water' filled my lungs. And as usual, I stopped breathing, eventually passing out.- Newt's pov:
It had been 2 days since it happened.
Minho seemed to be ignoring me and I hadn't seen Y/n at all. She had left out boxes of all my things by her hut so I wouldn't even have to go in.
Teresa was just perfect. She was sweet and kind and she just got me, you know? She was nothing like Y/n.
I was working in the garden, Thomas opposite me, Teresa next to me. We were planting some seeds when all of a sudden we heard screaming.
"What the shuck is going on?" Thomas said looking around worried.
"Yeah, who is that? Do they need help?" Teresa asked looking at me.
I knew exactly what was going on. Y/n was having a vision. Then the screaming stopped. This meant that the 'water' had filled her lungs and she had stopped breathing. I watched as Alby knocked down her door and sighed in relief. I hate Y/n with my whole heart but even I knew that if they didn't get there soon enough she wouldn't make it. I continued to work. I signalled for Thomas and Teresa to continue as well.
"Are you gonna-"
"I'll tell you later." I muttered.- Minho's pov:
I asked Alby about what he wanted me to do today since I wasn't running. He asked me to fill in for George as he would be trying to get Y/n out of her hut today. I nodded and walked over to the blood house.
It was maybe mid morning when I heard screams from across the glade. I turned to see George banging on Y/n's hut door. That when I saw Alby running over with a large log. He started frantically bashing it against the door as the screaming had stopped. I sprinted over as quickly as possible. Alby knocked the door down and I quickly caught it. He looked at me puzzled before I pointed inside. Y/n was less than a metre from the door, on the other side, passed out on the floor. I flipped the door back outward before scooping her up and running to the Medjacks.
She laid down on the bed, silent as a mouse.
Jeff put some sort of contraption over her mouth and nose and she started to breathe again. I sighed, relieved she was ok.- Y/n pov:
When I opened my eyes I was immediately blinded by the bright lights surrounding me. I knew where I was.
I sat up and looked down to find my hoodie placed on a chair beside the bed. I snatched it; quickly pulling it over my head. Jeff walked in. I pulled the strings on my hood, covering my ugly face and tucked my knees up into it. I rested my head on my knees and shut my eyes tightly. I was no longer in the safety of my hut.
I felt a pair of arms wrap around me. I didn't need to look up to know that it was Minho.
Tears streamed out of my eyes. Every time I had woken up here, Newt was the one wrapping his arms around me. Newt was the one waiting for me to wake. Newt was the one worrying about me. But Newt no longer cared. He had Teresa now. He had Teresa to look after. I stood up wobbling. I was still very weak. Visions always took a lot out of me and I haven't exactly had much strength since it had happened. I felt an arm wrap around my waist. And that's when the tears started to pour again. Everything that I did. Everything that happened. Everything reminded me of him. That's why I never left my hut. My hut was one of the few places where I felt like I could escape him.
I couldn't take it. All the places we used to walk, where we used to sit and chat, where I used to sit in the tree and Newt would watch from afar. I ran as fast as my legs would possibly take me and entered my hut. I grabbed the knife I had left on the side of my bathroom sink. I cut deeply into my stomach. Wincing at he pain. I slowly dragged it across the width, making a large cut. Blood poured from it and I held a small towel to it soaking up most of it.- Author's note
Heyyyyy! Hope you are well! Another day, the more Y/n is fading away. Have a good day/night!- Scarlettuce
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The Broken Glader
Fanfiction⚠️Trigger warnings⚠️ Self harm/attempted suicide Abuse Eating disorders Insomnia Mentioned sex Swearing Death You wake up in a maze surrounded by 14 boys. You can't remember anything at all. Not even your name. You're trapped inside tall walls. Alo...