Minji
I could feel everything around me crumbling as Hanni kept kissing me. Her soft lips against mine had my head spinning. Her soft hands tangled in my strands of hair, keeping me in place. And it's not like I'll ever want to pull away.
I'd be crazy if I ever do.
She was my world now, nothing else could ever matter more than her. Not even the view god has on me now, I may be committing the biggest sin, but I'm doing it for my own happiness.
For once in my life, I could feel peace.
My arms wrapped around her waist as I could only pull her closer to. Tears streamed down my eyes, I never knew such powerful emotion existed within me, happiness was all I could feel at the moment. My heart was pounding against my chest as I could only savor her kiss.
She tasted like cherries.
To my dismay, she had to pull away. Completely out of breath, she looked at me, her beautiful brown eyes were telling me something. "What are we now?" She asked, one of her hands went down and pressed against my chest, right above my racing heart.
"What do you want us to be? Because I want us to be something I know would change everything for us." Hanni looked at me with soft eyes, have I ever said how beautiful her eyes are?
"And what is this something?" She asked. I pulled her in to a hug, a part of me scared that she'd change her mind and say that this was just a mistake, that she didn't know what she was doing and that she will repent to the lord for committing such sin.
She'd rip me apart completely.
If I were to live and Hanni's not by my side, I would want meet the lord and leave this meaningless world where I would have no purpose.
Hanni means so much to me. She means more to me than life itself, she's the air I breathe to keep myself alive.
"Holding your hand, kissing you, holding you in my arms and just plain out loving you the way a man would. Maybe even more than a man, because I love you, Hanni. More than you can ever imagine." I said and Hanni let out a content sigh as she leaned in to me even more.
Making everything in me bloom with happiness. A feeling that was only temporary, but now, it's something that will stay with me as long as Hanni is with me.
"I want you to do all of that, and even to hopefully one day be able to wake up next to me every morning, hang out together, and do everything couples do." She said, looking up at me. A glint of hope in her eyes.
I could only look down at her as smile formed on my face. My hand trembled as it reached up to cup Hanni's cheek. "Then we'll do just that." I said, leaning in and pressing a lingering kiss to her cheek.
Just thinking about waking up next to Hanni every morning was sending a fuzzy feeling through my whole body, the contentment I would feel to see Hanni first thing every morning is just amazing.
I'll never get tired of loving her and her beautiful soul. I will love her until the moment the lord decides it's my time to join him up in heaven, or down in hell where the devil awaits me for loving a woman.
A woman I would love in every life time without a care of the consequences I would face for doing so. She's worth it. Always will be.
"Can I be your girlfriend?" I asked, my eyes widened in surprise. That just slipped out! Panic started to rush through me as Hanni looked up at me.
But then, a big smiled formed on her face. She better be careful! I might go blind with how much she shined when she smiled.
"Of course you can, Minji. I'm all yours the same way you're all mine." And with that, she pulled me down so that our lips could connect once more. An electric feeling coursed through my veins once our lips touched. God, may you give me the blessing of kissing this woman for the rest of my life.
