Hanni
I didn't feel sad, how could I? When Minji was right by my side making sure to make me the happiest woman alive. And always making sure that no tears dropped from my eyes.
Five months have gone by, and I still haven't heard anything from my mom, but from my dad, he's been reaching out because my mom told him I'm pregnant. He wants to be part of my life but he'll have to do it at a distance. My mother doesn't want him to talk to me. And that hurts a little bit
I'm grateful that at least one of my parents love me enough to try and accept me and the woman I love. And maybe one day, Minji and my dad would properly be able to talk.
My mother even decided to go at another church just to be able to avoid me as if I was some plague. She's unbelievable, but it's something she sure would do to keep anything devil like away from her.
"You okay?" I looked up to see Minji leaning against the wall of her room as she looked at me. I laid comfortably on our bed, my baby bump now visible.
"Yeah, I've just been thinking, that's all." I said as I patted the spot next to me in bed. Minji didn't even think twice as she made her way to me. Lying down next to me, and placing her head on my belly, facing my direction. I placed my hand over her head and played with her dark hair. Her eyes closed for a moment to take in the feeling of my touch.
Minji is so beautiful, I don't even know how to explain it. Her soul and being are just so perfect, at times I think she isn't real.
"What's on your mind? If you want to talk about it." Minji said as she brought her hand up and placed on top of my belly, she stared at her hand as it caressed my skin. I could feel the baby moving around at her touch.
And Minji smiled at that.
"How perfect you are." I said and Minji let out a laugh as she shook her head and looked at me with those brown eyes I love so much. "I'm nowhere near perfect, my love. But it makes me happy to know that you view me in that manner." She said and I gave her a playful eye roll.
"And then you call me perfect, like baby, no I'm not!" I said and Minji threw me a playful glare. "That's different, you're literally so perfect! Everything about you is just...perfect. You have your flaws, and that's okay because that is what makes you human. That is what makes you perfect to me." She said and I felt tears swelling my eyes, I just can't with her sweet talk sometimes.
"No! Don't cry! The baby feels it too, love. You don't want to make our baby sad too, right?" Minji quickly sat up and cupped my cheeks, coming closer to me and placing a chaste kiss on my cheek.
I gave her loving smile as the tears just poured, it wasn't because I was sad, or because I was hurt. It was because I was just so happy. Minji made my world be filled with butterflies and rainbows, she made my life have color, and she made sure to hold me up when the world was bringing me down.
"I don't like to see you cry, it makes me feel like I did or said something wrong. And if I did, I'm sorry. Forgive me, please?" Oh god, why did you have to make this woman so perfect? I don't deserve her, and I never will.
I shook my head at her as I cupped her cheeks. "These aren't sad tears, lovey. These are happy tears, by the happiness you give me." I said as I pulled her in to a kiss. When I pulled back, Minji was looking at me with her own tears forming in her eyes.
"I try to make you the happiest I can, you're my future wife, and the mother of my child. It's the least I could do for you. You deserve for me to get on my knees and praise you like I should." She said and my eyes could only soften as they looked at her.
"I would lay the world at your feet if I could. I'd bring down the moon for you not caring about the chaos it'd bring to rest of the world. You don't realize just how much I'm capable of doing to just see that beautiful smile on your face." She said.
"I'd give up my life for you." And that's all I needed to hear to burst in to tears again. She makes it seem that my life is worth more than anything in this world, even more than the world itself.
Maybe I don't agree with her, but I do very much appreciate the way she speaks of me. She's so kind and sweet, her words always come out from the bottom of her heart.
Minji came closer and brought me in to a hug. Her palm cupped the back of my head as she pulled me closer. "I wish I could show you how valuable you are to me. I would want you to see the beauty that my eyes see every day." She said, she wasn't helping!
"I love you, and so very much. I know that this is all out of order, but I wish to one day make things right. One day I'll put a ring on your finger, so that I could be able to call you my wife. You ll be a Kim, and maybe we'll make some more mini me's and you's." She said and I could only smile widely at her words.
Marrying Minji is such a big dream for me. It'll be a part of my life that I just wish I could skip forward to. I just can't simply wait anymore. And just forming a bigger family with her sounds amazing.
Minji will be such an amazing mom, she already has this room ready for our baby. Minji's mom doesn't want us to move out yet, maybe later on when we marry each other. She wants to be part of our lives until then, and just like every mother (besides my own) doesn't want to say goodbye to their children. And I completely understand that.
I'm never going to pull Minji away from her mom. I'm going to be a mother soon, and I know that I myself would never want to be away from my baby. And maybe, I'll even be a better mother than my own mother who turned her complete back at me.
Minji pulled away from me once I calmed down, she turned to look around at her baby-proof room. "Min-Joon will be joining us soon, and I can't wait to hold him." Minji said as she turned to me and gave me a bright smile.
"Also, quick reminder, next week is your appointment to check up on Min-Joon, as the due date is soon." She said, her eyes showed seriousness that just looked wonky on her.
"I was also wondering if you could text your dad and ask him if he could go. It's definitely not the moment for me to talk to him, but it's definitely the moment for him to see his daughter again, and join her in such an important moment of her life." I looked at her with wide eyes.
"He deserves to be there for you, just as much as my parents are doing so. Even though a part of me wishes that things with your mom would've been different, I would've wanted her to be there with you too." And I could feel my heart warming at her words.
"And if he doesn't want to see me in the same room with you, I'd have to stand up to him too. You may be his daughter, but you're carrying my son. And I hope you understand that if things end up going wrong." She said.
"Don't worry about that, but I'll be asking both of you guys to be civil. At least in front of me, I don't want to see two of the people I love throwing daggers at each other." I said and Minji immediately nodded.
"Of course, I'd never want to put you in that kind of situation. I'll respect your father as long as he respects me." I leaned in to give her a quick kiss.
"Thank you." I said and Minji's eyes furrowed as she looked at me confused. "For what? I don't think I've done anything, at least not yet." I let out a laugh and pulled her closer to me.
"Thank you for everything."
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Let's see how Minji handles being around Hanni's dad.
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