Hanni
Two months later and we're going as strong as we could be. Minji is just so wonderful, I don't even know if a lover like this has ever existed. She's definitely one of a kind, and I'm proud to say she's mine.
"I don't think that's right." Minji said next to me as she looked at the few puzzle pieces I was able to connect. "What do you mean? They look just fine." I said with a pout. I really dislike puzzle pieces! But Minji loves them, and I love spending quality time with Minji, even if it meant that I would have to crack my skull to try and build a fifty piece set.
But, seeing her smile and look at me so lovingly makes it all worth it. Seeing how happy she is of me joining her for these type of things just makes me happy to do it. And she'll do anything with me as long as I'm happy, it's just so perfect.
"But that one looks kind of funky." She said as she inspected the piece that caught her attention. We're currently at the nearby park from her neighborhood sitting down on this table with two boxes of puzzle sets. I didn't like lying to my mom, but I told her that I would be staying after school for some program that required the top students to attend. And she believed me, because after all, I am part of the top 10% of the school. Surprising, right?
And as my mother has always said that I shouldn't focus on anything else but school or I will start to flunk academically. But I'm really starting to believe she was wrong. Being with Minji has actually helped me a lot more. Maybe because it's Minji. She's just so charming and understanding.
I leaned in and gave her a quick kiss on the cheek. I could see her cheek becoming red as she turned to look at me. She's the cutest being alive! She looked around briefly and leaned in, giving me a quick kiss on the lips. "I didn't get to tell you today, but you look so beautiful. I feel like you can only get prettier. The moon can't compete with you." She said and I leaned on her shoulder trying to hide my face from her. She's so corny, but I love it! I love her.
"And I love you, Hanni. I know I'm asking for a lot by asking you to come here with me knowing how risky it'd be if your mom found out about your actual whereabouts. I just want to say thank you." Minji said as she grabbed my hand that laid on her lap and brought it up to her lips, kissing the soft skin of my hand. She's so loving, she's just so everything!
"And I would do it a million times, Minji. You're worth it, and you deserve for me to give you as much as you're giving me." I said as I sat up and looked at the woman beside me. Eyes looking at me with so much adoration that I just wanted to melt under her gaze. She makes me so shy. So happy.
Minji is just so amazing, and I'll say it over and over again. And I know god is tired of me thanking him for giving me this chance of being with Minji. For letting us love each other, even if it'll be for a short moment. I'm just praying it's forever.
If I were to ever be separated from Minji, I would get on my knees and beg for someone to take my life. Minji had impacted me in such a big way. I don't think she realizes just how much she means to me. And being without her would slowly kill me, so why not end my suffering?
"You know, my parents want to do a little something for our third month together. And I've been planning something as well. But I can't get my hopes up without consulting you about it. It means so much to me to be able to celebrate this small milestones with you. But you know I'll fully understand if we don't get to spend it together. I also care about your wellbeing above it all. I wouldn't want Mrs. Pham to get mad." She said and I could physically feel my heartbreaking, she sounded so sad. She really wants this, and I want it too.
And it truly breaks me to hear her speak of my mom in a formal manner. I already call Mrs. Kim mom. This isn't fair for her, she's so good and she deserves to one day call my mother mom too. Because there's no way I'm letting her go, me and her are in this forever.
God, I'm sorry, but my mom will have to come to terms with what me and Minji have. I won't let her destroy the one thing that makes feel alive. I wouldn't want for her to make me choose my parent or Minji. Because then, I wouldn't know who to pick, I'll be hurting either or, I just won't be able to do it. I don't want to hurt the love of my life.
"I'll see what I can do, I want to spend our day with you, Minji. Being with you makes me the happiest woman alive, I'm just so lucky." I said and Minji gave me her charming smile as she leaned down to hide her face on my shoulder. Letting me hold her and baby her.
Her arms wrapped around my waist, trying to pull me closer. "I wish we could cuddle until we fall asleep. Being in your arms makes me feel at peace." Minji murmured as I was wrapping my arms around her neck, pulling her closer. She's about ready to fall asleep on my shoulder.
It was quiet, the sound of the wind blowing, the tress rustling, and the birds that communicated surrounded us. This is what being with Minji always sounded like, I don't even know if it was coincidental or not.
"M'bout to fall asleep." Minji murmured and I could only laugh at how sleepy she already sounded. "Come on, baby. Let's get you home." I said but Minji refused by not letting me go. Her face hidden on my neck which caused me to giggle, I'm just so ticklish there!
I could hear Minji laughing when I tried to tickle her back, her body moving side to side trying to avoid being tickled. Laughter was all that could be heard as me and Minji were now running away from each other. And of course, Minji won as she had a bit of history in playing soccer.
But I wouldn't give up! Minji is going down!
I started to chase her again but my shorter legs couldn't keep up with her for that long so I did the first thing that popped to mind, which was to tackle her. Next thing I knew, I got the perfect chance and threw myself at Minji causing her to grunt as we both fell.
With laughter filling the air, I found myself above Minji. Completely laughing as Minji tried to get me off her so that she could run again but gave up, deciding that to cuddle me was the better option anyway.
So now here we were, staring at the sky as her back was on the grass, one of her arms was underneath me and the other placed respectful on my arm near my shoulder. My head on her chest, arm draped around her holding her close. "I may be speaking of this too early, but I wish to marry you. You're just so perfect for me and I would never find myself able to ever love anyone else. Your endgame for me, Hanni." She said as her hand caress the exposed skin of my shoulder. So gentle. A touch that was so faint.
"I've thought of marrying you, more times than I'd like to admit. But I can't help it, a future with you just sounds so amazing, so perfect. And I wouldn't want to have any of that with anyone else." I said, and her arm wrapped around tighter meaning she liked it too.
"If god allows me, I will ask you to be my wife." She said and I felt my cheeks warming up a bit. It sounded amazing to one day be called Mrs. Kim. "And to have kids." And I felt myself choke on my saliva which made her pat my back to aid me. Once the coughing calmed down, I looked at her and she looked sad, no!
"I just...I never thought you'd think of that." I said and she looked at me confused. "Why not? That's what our future will be like, no? The future where we will get to build our own family, unless you don't want to have kids, that'll be fine too. It'll be us against the world!" She said the last part jokingly as she let out a little awkward laugh.
I looked up at her and smashed my lips against hers. Can you see how perfect she is?!
"I want that future with you. I want to be your wife and the woman that carries your children."
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Hanni, calm down please 😓
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