Hanni
"What took you so long?" My mother asked as she was sitting on the couch. I had just walked in to the house. "You said you'd be here before noon." She pointed out and I took a deep breath.
If only I could tell her that the woman she despises so much brought me so much comfort and self esteem that she takes away everyday of my life. I wish I could just say it, but I can't disrespect my parents.
And I definitely can't tell her that I just lost my virginity to the woman I love.
"We started watching movies and Danielle wouldn't let me leave until we finished the last one." I said, taking a seat on the couch next to her. She only let out a hum as she looked away from me.
"I was told that you were seen with that creation of the devil on Sunday. Is that true?" My mom asked and who was I to lie?
I gave her a simple nod and she let out a yell that resonated around the house. "I told you to stay away from her! Why do you insist on disobeying me, Hanni? You have rules to follow, and one of them is staying away from the devil!" She yelled, while I just wished I could be in Minji's arms right now.
"She's only human, mom!" I yelled back and she looked at me all offendedly. "She's no human, Hanni. God knows what that woman truly plans of doing to you." My mom said and I stopped myself from answering her back. I can barely tolerate the jerks at my school, so much less can I tolerate her speaking of Minji this way.
Why do people think she wants to do something awful to me? She literally looks like an angel, she can't even kill a fly!
"She's very kind, mom. You don't understand." I said getting ready to just leave and go to my room. "Understand what? That it's obvious she has her eyes fixated on my daughter?" I felt my heart drop.
"I'm not stupid, and much less are the people at the church, Hanni." I turned to look at her. "And what if she's fixated on me? I wouldn't treat her like garbage just because of that. We all have feelings and emotions, mom." I said and my mom let out a scoff.
"I'm going to talk to her and tell her to stay away from you, trust me, Hanni. I'll make sure she never looks your way again. You're going to marry a handsome young man who respects his morals and values." My mom said and I wanted to scream. I felt so trapped in my own house.
Life was just so much more better with Minji, which made everything with her so much more perfect. And I knew very well, that if my mom talked to her, she'd try to follow her request out of respect for my sake and well being but I wouldn't want her to.
"You're 19, Hanni and it's perfectly fine for you to have a boyfriend now, but I'll choose your boyfriend. And I already have someone in mind, the Park's have a very kind son." I threw a glare at my mom. "What are you saying?!" I asked and she looked at me.
"That I will try to get an agreement done." I don't want to marry anyone that isn't Minji!
I quickly went to the door, my mother's yells followed me as I grabbed my coat and headed out the door. I can't believe what my mom just said to me. I slammed the door shut and headed to my car. I could no longer bear to hear my mother's words. Can't she see she's destroying me?
I sent Minji a text to meet me at the park in her neighborhood. I wanted to see her, I wanted her to hold me as I fell apart in her arms with tears. Minutes later I arrived at the park and headed to my secret place with Minji. A place that was only for us.
I sat down on the bench under the rooftop and just looked up at the sky. God, why are you punishing me like this? Why can't I love her without feeling so torn? But regardless of it, I won't stop loving her.
"Baby?" I was pulled away from my thoughts to the familiar voice and my heart couldn't help but break seeing Minji looking at me so worriedly. I stood up and went to her.
"I love you, Minji. No matter what." I said as wrapped my arms around her waist and brought her closer to me. Minji's arms wrapped around me tightly, sensing that I needed a bone crushing hug.
"What's wrong? Did your mother...say something?" She asked and I could only nod as tears formed in my eyes. I closed my eyes and let the tears fall as I took in Minji's scent.
"Why can't my mom just see how much she's destroying me?" I said and Minji hugged me tighter. "She doesn't see the fault in her actions, Hanni. She might never see it." Minji said and I could only sob.
"She wants to make an agreement, so that I could get in a relationship with someone of her choice." I felt Minji's hug loosen. "What?" She pulled away from me and grabbed my cheeks making me look up at her panicked eyes.
"She also found out I was with you on Sunday at church, she said she'd talk to you to keep yo away from me. Minji, she knows you love me."I said and Minji let out a sigh. "I'm sorry, I should've been more discreet about all of this but I just can't seem to take my eyes off you, a sense of making sure you're okay just rushes through me at times when I'm not with you. I'm so sorry, love." Oh, Minji. There's nothing for you to be sorry of.
"I wish I was brave enough to tell her about us, to watch her face fall realizing that I'm just as much of a sin as you are. Maybe then she'll actually have the reason to call me imperfect." I said with a bitter voice.
"You're not imperfect, I don't know what it is that your mom finds not perfect about you. You're the daughter I would've wanted for my parents to have, don't you realize how perfect that is? How perfect you are? Your mom is blinded by her own beliefs that she doesn't see you in the way she should." Minji said.
"And even if your mom told me to stay away, I don't think I could, I would try but being away from you would kill me, it'll be torture." She said and I felt my heart skip a beat. "I love you too much. If it means that I will personally have to go talk to her and one day ask your hand, I will do it. I don't care what your mom, or the people around us think of me. I only care about the way you view me." She said, leaning to bump my nose against hers. Such a cute little gesture.
"I just wish for us to find happiness, Hanni. That's all I pray for. For god to give us the freedom we want." She said, a small smile on her lips. "Me too, Minji." I said and she wrapped her arms around me.
"I'm sorry about your mom, Hanni. I just really hate the way she treats you. You don't deserve that at all. You try so hard to keep her happy but she just...she doesn't deserve you." Minji let out a sigh as her chin rested on the top of my head.
"But always keep in mind that I love you so much, that someone in this world sees your true value." She said and I could feel tears swelling, Minji's words always found a way to move my heart. Always finding a way to make me realize my worth.
"I love you so much, Minji." I said as I buried my face on her chest. She let out a chuckle as she held me tighter. "I promise I'll fight for our love, Hanni. It will be and you to the very end." She said and I let out a smile.
"I'm the one who's going to marry you, Hanni. You'll be my wife and the mother of my kids." She said and I could feel butterflies at the pit of my stomach blooming at the thought.
"I will fight for us too, fight for the future we deserve."
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Hanni's mother is a bootyhole 😒
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