Minji
It's been two weeks and I haven't heard from Hanni. I was worried sick, she wasn't answering any of my texts. I didn't mean to pressure her, but I was just scared that something might happen to her. I don't want this to take an emotional toll on her and for her to hurt herself in any way.
I just love Hanni so much, her being away from me has completely devastated me. I miss her scent, her voice, her little giggles when I would tickle her, her brown orbs that will look at me with love, I just miss her so much. It's killing me being away from her.
But I knew I had to be patient, she promised me to come back to me. And I just hope it's soon. I'm about ready to go knock at her door and risk being kicked out by her mother just to be able to see her.
And a part of me also wanted to know if our baby was okay, I was scared that she'd make a decision and not tell me. I knew she wouldn't, but you never know.
I let out a sigh as I looked up at the sky. I didn't mean for any of this to happen. I promised Hanni to never cause her so much trouble but look at us now. I'm here all alone at the park, at our place just to try and find some sort of comfort.
I'm not afraid to take responsibility for the baby, it's my child. My baby. And how would I ever leave Hanni alone? I would never do such thing, she's the love of my life, and the mother of my child, that she may still be carrying.
Maybe she did the right thing by staying away from me. I would've became attached to the little being in her belly. Maybe I was just a little too happy about that news, and it put her in a more difficult situation.
I wanted to pull my hair out!
My mother has been asking about Hanni but I don't even know what to tell her. How do I tell her that the love of my life hasn't texted me back and that I'm worried sick, that fear is all I felt?
I feel like I'm loosing my mind!
"Minji." See! I can even hear her voice so vividly. I'm definitely going crazy now, I just want Hanni to come back so bad. Why does she insist in tearing me apart this way? I love her, and I'll wait for her but she's killing me.
"Minji!" I jumped in my seat as I turned to look at the direction of the ver familiar and missed voice. Everything in me froze as my eyes landed on the person my heart has been yearning for.
There she stood, looking so beautiful wearing a hoodie and sweatpants. She looked stunning in anything she wore. I wanted to go to her, to hug her, but a part of me was scared to.
She was looking okay, she definitely did look tired though. There was a way much more softer expression on her face as she walked to me. She sat down next to me and just getting a whiff of her scent had tears forming in my eyes.
"Minji...I.." Hanni looked contemplated to say what she was going to say and I already could feel my heart breaking but it was okay. It wasn't the time for us to take such a big step.
I looked over at her and with caution, I placed my hand over hers, letting her know that it was okay, whatever she had to say I would understand her and support her.
"I made a decision, and I'm so sorry it took me so long to come back to my senses." She said as she looked at me with such sorry filled eyes. "There's nothing for you to be sorry about, my love. You needed time to settle your thoughts, and that's completely fine. Maybe I was the one being too impatient, so forgive me, love." I said and she quickly had tears swelling her eyes.
With hesitation I brought my hand up to cup her cheek and that's when I felt my own tears forming. I never knew that I could even miss holding her like this. She is truly my everything.
"I just missed you so much, I was worried for you." I said as I wiped the tears that fell from her eyes and grazed down against her soft skin.
"Minji, I'm keeping the baby." Wait what? I looked at her with my eyes opened real wide. "Really?" I asked as I felt my hand shaking out of the happiness I was suddenly feeling. "Yes, I don't know why it took me so long to realize that it will all be okay. We'd have to make adjustments to our life's but that's okay. This baby, is what will hold us together." She said and I nodded at her dumbly as my other hand quickly went down to her belly to feel our baby.
"Are you sure?" I asked and she nodded with that smile I missed so much. And without thinking I brought her in to a heart felt kiss. God, how much I missed kissing her.
"Thank you, baby. I promise to be with you in every milestone, I'll never leave you or our baby's side. You both now mean the world to me." I said and she gave me a sweet smile.
"I love you." And god, hearing those three words from her was enough for me to just die right now, but I can't. I'm going to be a mom! "I love you too." I said as I pinched her cheek and she let out a whine like she always did when I would do anything that made her shy.
"And I know that we have to tell your mom. I won't let you drop such news to her alone. I don't want to even think about her unleashing on you." I said, and Hanni shook her head at me, I tilted my head at her confusedly. "Minji, she's going to loose it if she sees you. I don't want her to hurt you." She said and I shook my head at her as I grabbed both her hands.
"I'm not letting you do this all alone, what if something happens to the baby because she stresses you out? I can't have that happen, my love. We'll do this together, and that's the end of this conversation, got it?" Hanni only nodded in defeat and I leaned in and kiss her lips briefly.
And thank you once more, my love. I know this is difficult for you but I'll try my best to make it a bit easier." I said and she let out a content him when I brought her in to my arms. Her smaller figure fit so well against me. Just so perfect for me.
"Have you been sleeping well?" She suddenly asked me as she pulled away to look at my face. "Yes...." I said and Hanni squinted her eyes at me. "Okay fine, no, I haven't but it's okay!" I said and she looked sad once more.
"I know I put you through a lot by not contacting you, I'm truly sorry. I just feel so stupid now for walking away from you that day in the bathroom. I didn't realize it then but my decision had already been made, I was the one running around in circles trying to figure out what I felt." She said, I leaned in closer to her.
"I already said it's okay, at least you're here right in front of me, a part of me doesn't believe it still. But that's what matters the most, that you came back to me. And I would've waited for you to come back in months if I had to. I would've pulled all my hair out by then, but I'd still be waiting." I said and she shook her head at me, looking at me as if I was crazy.
"What did I do to deserve you?" She asked and I was ready to flirt my way to her heart once more, and do keep in mind that I can't flirt. "For being the prettiest girl on earth who has her eyes on me." I said and she smacked my arm slightly.
"You're such a loser, babe." She said as she giggled as I rubbed the spot she hit. "But I'm your loser, aren't I?" I asked and she folded in that instant, nodding at me as her eyes showed me all the love she has for me.
"Yes, you're my loser."
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Minji's just the best😕
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