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Chapter 11 = Hoshi & Seungkwan - Part 1

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Seungkwan Point Of View

Hoshi hyung and I have a love-hate relationship. We are the members that tend to argue the most about the most stupid things. At the beginning I struggled as I thought Hoshi hyung didn't like me but I learned quickly to snap out of the bad thoughts. We have sweet moments together but I can't help wanting more...

We finished filming a Going Seventeen episode so we are chilling out and waiting for food. Hoshi was messing about and laughing with Dk hyung and Dino. I smiled as I love seeing the members laugh and be silly but my eyes were on Hoshi. Joshua came up to me and asked to see me so I followed him out.

"You and Hoshi okay, Seungkwan?" Joshua asked while we went to the kitchen.

"We are fine hyung." I said.

"Why are you staring at Hoshi like that then?" Joshua asked.

"Don't know what you mean." I said and avoided eye contact.

"If you have feelings for Hoshi then tell him. The best that can happen is he feels the same and something can happen. The worst is he doesn't feel the same and then you can move on. I know it may take a while if the outcome is the second one then you know the answer and can deal with it." Joshua said.

"It sounds so easy, hyung. I know Hoshi hyung and I have a love-hate relationship but I don't want anything to change if he doesn't feel the same." I said.

"Hoshi and your relationship will change either way when you tell him. You either get to be his boyfriend or progress to that or you need time apart so you can start to heal. Hoshi never wants to hurt his brothers but he knows not to lead them on." Joshua said.

"I will speak to him alone when I get the chance." I said and Joshua hyung ruffled my hair.

"Joshua hyung! Seungkwan! Food's here." Hoshi hyung shouted.

"Just his voice can put a smile on your face. You're in love with him." Joshua hyung said while walking out leading the way while I blushed.

"We have been really busy and I think it's a good idea to tell each other how we feel and see if we can help. Everyone is still okay about Jeonghan and I being in a relationship." S.Coups hyung asked.

"I always thought you both would be together anyway." Hoshi hyung said then eat a little.

"Why say that?" Joshua asked.

"They are the dad and mum of the group. They both are clingy with each other and they get into their own world. They balance each other and help each other stay grounded. I wish I had that." Hoshi hyung said.

"You can." Jun hyung said.

"I can't and I have made peace with that." Hoshi hyung said.

"You like someone?" I asked which made Joshua hyung look at me.

"I do." Hoshi hyung said while looking into my eyes.

"Can we ask who? Is it one of us?" The8 hyung asked.

"He is one of the members and he is younger than me. One of the youngests." Hoshi hyung said then his eyes widened.

"When did this become an interrogation? Moving on... Please." Hoshi hyung said.

"Anyone else have feelings while the subject is up?" Jeonghan asked.

"I like someone." I said. I saw Hoshi hyung stop what he was doing when I said that.

"How long for?" Vernon asked.

"A while now. Can't really remember. Kinda snuck up on me." I said while glancing at Hoshi hyung.

"We have an early day tomorrow so why don't we call it a night." S.Coups hyung said.

"Gladly." Hoshi hyung said then left.

"Jun? Do you know who he likes?" DK asked.

"One of the vocalists." Jun hyung said then left with The8 following closely behind.

"Joshua hyung is ruled out as he is older than Hoshi hyung as well as Jeonghan hyung as he is in a relationship already." Woozi said.

"So it leaves Dk, Woozi and Seungkwan then." Wonwoo said.

"Won't be me." DK said.

"We don't know who it is. Hopefully Hoshi hyung gets courage and tells whoever it is his feelings." Dino said.

"It's obviously going to be Woozi hyung right?" Vernon asked.

"Just because they are one of the most shipped members doesn't mean Hoshi hyung likes Woozi hyung." I said.

It's 3am and I am still wide awake. I went downstairs to make some warm milk when I saw the door open. I was a little scared but I saw Hoshi hyung's shoes missing. I put mine on and went out into the back garden. I found him lying on a blanket with pillows and a blanket over him. I smiled as he looked cute. I was going to walk away but stopped.

"Seungkwan?" Hoshi hyung asked.

"Hi." I said.

"How come you're still up?" Hoshi hyung asked, then sat up.

"I couldn't sleep. Even though I am tired. I was going to warm up some milk when I saw the door open so I wanted to check it out and make sure everything was okay. I noticed your shoes gone from the door so came to check on you." I said.

"Sorry to bother you." I said about to leave.

"You can keep me company if you want." Hoshi hyung said.

"I will warm up some milk for us and I will join you." I said smiling. Hoshi smiled and nodded.

I prepared two mugs of warm milk and a heavier blanket. I placed the blanket next to Hoshi and he smiled. Hoshi unwrapped the blanket so the blanket was spread out. I sat down beside him and handed him his warm milk.

"Thank you." Hoshi hyung said.

"You're welcome." I said.

"Can you not sleep either?" I asked.

"Yea. Haven't really been sleeping for the past few weeks." Hoshi hyung said then took a few sips of his warm milk.

"Anything I can help you with?" I asked.

"I know we are known for arguing but we have sweet moments as well. Even though others won't see it, it's still nice we still can have sweet moments." I said.

"I can't get my crush out of my head. I want to tell him how I feel but I think too much and go back to not telling him." Hoshi hyung said.

"When did you start liking him?" I asked.

"Rock with you era." Hoshi hyung said.

"I am in the same boat as you. I like someone within the group and I am so scared to tell him my feelings." I said and I heard Hoshi sigh.

"Any guy would be lucky to have you crushing on them. You should go for it. I may say I am a tiger but I am a chicken when it comes to my feelings." Hoshi hyung said.

Our drinks were done so I put them both in the house and went back to Hoshi. I sat beside Hoshi again but a little bit closer. Both of us laid down and the blanket I brought out was over us.

"The stars are beautiful." I said.

"The stars are beautiful... Just like you." Hoshi hyung said in a whisper and I blushed.

I cuddled into Hoshi and he immediately wrapped his arms around me. I smiled and inhaled his scent. I wrapped my arm around his waist.

"Hoshi hyung?" I asked.

"Yes?" Hoshi asked.

"I like you." I said.

Word Count = 1228 Words.

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