𝘾𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙎𝙤𝙪𝙡 ♥︎

ark

is this

heaven

i flowed down the clear and salty ocean, on a wooden raft, as i gazed up at the setting sun

such beauty

in nothing but the suit i was born in, I drifted away

i feel like it was at that moment that i realized heaven may not just be a place, but also a feeling

a feeling i would not get tired of

the feeling of eternal bliss

and i may have just experienced what it feels like

God

did i do good

enough

am i worthy for Your eternity

there are lots of things that i regret doing

but can You

find room in Your eternal love to forgive me

the sun sets

God

where

am i heading

i do not want to burn, so, please

rapi

anis

neon

marian

diesel

everybody i care so dearly about

what would happen to them now

are they fine

are they

alive

will they be sad

if i went out

is it

useless, to beg

for a second chance

is it too late

am i done

My Lord, i beg of You

even if You are not willing to hear me out, i will still speak

i do not know what wrong i have done

to deserve the misfortune of forgetting

but i am willing to pay the price

Your green earth

i will defend it

until my dying breath

i take an oath