Very much crying rn

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HI IM SO MAD RIGHT NOW-
YOU KNOW WHEN I SAID THAT I WAS DRAWING 5 DIGITAL DRAWINGS IN THE THEME OF A PICNIC DATE WITH ALEC AND KYRAN? YEAH, I DREW SKETCHES + LINART IF THEM AND I FINISHED 1 AFTER 2 DAYS OF COLORING AND RENDERING THEN A NIGHT OF DOING THE BACKROUND JUST FOR MY SHITHEAD BROTHER TO SCRIBBLE ALLL OVER IT-
IM SO F#CKING MAD. I WAS ABLE TO SAVE THE BACKROUND BUT WHEN I WENT TO FIX THE SCRIBBLES ON ALEC. BY BROTHER DECIDED TO SCRIBBLE ON THE GOD DAMN RENDERING LAYER. THAT MEANES I HAVE TO DELETE ALLLL OF THE RENDERING THAT SPENT DOING FOR LITERAL HOURS, THEN I HAVE TO PAINSTAKINGLY REDO THAT RENDERING TO MATCH THE LIGHTING AND MAKE IT AS CLOSE TO THE ORIGINAL AS POSSIBLE FROM MEMORY AND HOPE IT TURNS OUT GOOD BUT IVE LOST ALL MY DAMN MOTIVATION FROM LOOKING AT IT.
AND YEAH, MAYBE SOME SCRIBBLES ARE FINE AND ALL???? BUT THEN MY BROTHER HAD MADE OVER 100 (I COUNTED) EMPTY CANVASES THAT HAD A DRAWING OF SUNNY/OMORI FROM THE GAME OMORI WITH THE TEXT "WHY BULLY OTHERS WHEN YOU CAN BULLY YOURSELF????" WHEN THE ONLY THING I DID WAS DELETE HIS 1 DRAWING OF A STICKMAN WITH A TOP HAT AND YEAH MAYBE I DESERVED IT BC I DID SOMETHING EQUALLY BAD RIGHT???? NO IT WAS A F#CKING STICK FIGURE- WHY WOULD I DESERVE HOURS OF WORK TAKEN AWAY FROM ME BECAUSE OF A DAMN STICK FIGURE?????

HERE! HAVE THE PHOTO PROOF OF THE SCRIBBLES! AND HELL ILL JUST PUT THE DRAWINGS OF THE REST OF THE THINGS BC I DON'T THINK ILL FINISH THEM NOW BC I LOST ALL MY MOTIVATION

With rendering layer AND THIS WAS AFTER IS SAVED THE BACKROUND AND DELETED ALL THE EMPTY CANVASES BC before I wasn't gonna post this but I need to just vent about it bc if I don't I'm gonna cry tonight

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With rendering layer AND THIS WAS AFTER IS SAVED THE BACKROUND AND DELETED ALL THE EMPTY CANVASES BC before I wasn't gonna post this but I need to just vent about it bc if I don't I'm gonna cry tonight

With rendering layer AND THIS WAS AFTER IS SAVED THE BACKROUND AND DELETED ALL THE EMPTY CANVASES BC before I wasn't gonna post this but I need to just vent about it bc if I don't I'm gonna cry tonight

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