the escapade of the past(Vals Series #1)

22

Nice feed. Is very her.''

I had been scrolling through her feed. I was hoping to see what she posting on her feed. I want to see her face again.

She just had few pictures on her post with her friends. All previous years, she looked happy and carefree.

She like to post a lot on her feed as solo. She is pretty in her outfits. I wishes she is single. I hurt her before but not anymore. We see each other and we spend time to each other.

When not busy, we seeing in any place we want. I just missed her. I brought her to my mom in cementary after we eat in my cafe. I want to introduce her to my mom as the special girl to my heart. She is my one and only.

After we go it, i suddenly told her we need to go because i wanted to leave.

Bye tita.'' she said goodbye to my mom.''

Ok ka lang ba?'' she asked me worried.''

I did not answered her but she put her hand on my forehead para check ang temperature ko.

Nilalagnat ka!'' she said, worried.''

Im not going to die, ciana!'' i told her smiling.''

Duon ka na lang kaya muna matulog sa amin?'' andun nga lang si julia.'' she suggested on me.

Hindi na ko nakasagot ay pinark ko ang car ko sa gilid. Im not feeling well and i know that to myself.

Sorry!'' can we switch?'' i asked her with my weak voice.''

Bumaba agad si ciana ng car at nakipagpalit sakin sa drivers seat. She drive home. Pinatuloy niya ko sa condo niya and i saw julia.

Hi juls!'' i greeted julia smiling.''

Hi drei!'' she also greeted me smiling as well too.''

Ciana took care of me on her condo. She is caring person. Thats why im attached to her. She even feeded me soup. And she helped me drink medicine. Thats nice of her.

Morning i woke up and i felt better. So i leave without saying good bye to her. I leave a note on her lamp. I saw her sleeping so i let her rest.

I accompany her to hospital because julia got hospitalized. I never left her side and i let her cry on me.

I feels bad for julia too but ciana is my prioty i want. I tried to calm her down.

Shhh......'' its ok!'' i told her calmly.

The other day i bring her to my condo. I want to spend more with her again. I want her back in my arms again.

I brought you here because i want you back in my arms again!'' i told her suddenly without smiling.

She saw my luggages. Im going back to florida.'' i told her.'' but i don't want to leave you!'' i still love you!'' i suddenly cry in front of her. I hugged her.

She suddenly about to leave but i holded her hand to stop her from leaving me. I hugged her on her back and i cried badly to her shoulder. I was full of pain.

She suddenly walk out of my condo but i followed her.

Ciana!'' my voice broke again.

Ano ba?'' she shouted asking me.

Please!'' ayusin natin to!'' my tears started to fall down on my face.

Im so tired!'' her voice broke too.

Fuck!'' ako din naman pagod na ko sa lahat.'' my voice broke again.

Putang ina naman, andrei!'' bakit ang hirap mong pakawalan?!'' she told me coldly. I told you tapos na tayo!'' she shouted at me.

Hindi! Never akong makikipag hiwalay sayo!'' ciana! I love you!'' please!'' don't do this!'' i begged and i suddenly kneeled on her knees. Please! Don't let me leave!'' i cried again and my voice broke again. 

I want her back in my life. I want so badly. But look like she did not want to anymore.

Tell me you won't break my heart!'' ciana!'' please please!'' i begged her with the tears falling on my cheeks.

Im sorry!'' andrei!'' her voice broke again.

Fuck! Fuck!'' ciana!'' how could you do this to me?'' i shouted.

I loved you more than my life!'' i told her while crying.

You have to let me go!'' andrei!'' she said it without looking at me.

I will never going to love you anymore!'' she told me looking away from my eyes.

Why she is doing to me? Why?!!

You always doubted my love for you!'' ciana!'' i told her and my voice broke again.

Im so tired for it but i never give up. I don't want to give up on her. I don't want her to let go but i needed too. I can't forced her.

Maybe i will just wait for her to be ready to love me again.

Even 5 years, im willing to wait for her. She is only the girl in my heart forever. Ciana juarez.''
_____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________

:((