the escapade of the past(Vals Series #1)

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  Ciana,

I made this letter for you because i want you to know that i never going to give up on you. Even i let you go.

I want you to know that you are the most important woman to my life no matter what happens. I will always love you beyond and forever. Even in afterlife.

I never feels this way to others in the way i looked at you and i can't love them the way i loved you. You are my life. You will always the only one that i will love.

You already stopped from loving me but i will never do that to you. I know that i hurt you before but you believe it or not, i already regret that in my whole life. I cried because i deserved it. I know i don't deserve you but you changed my life.

Since i met you, i never thought i can love again. You are the woman who made me believe in love again.

Even you gaved me a painful smile or anger towards me, i deserved that. I understand your pain that caused by me. Im sorry for hurting you. Im sorry for cheating on you.

I regret all of that. Even you hated me for all times, i will accept it because i love you. I deserved your anger.

If i only can take away your pain, i would do it for you. I want to give up but i can't. I love you so much. I will love you until my last breath.

I deserved all the pain im feeling right now. Its my fault that you got hurt. I will never stopped from loving you.

I let you go because i know you need space and time. But i know in the future we will meet again. As proffesionals and matures.

I will wait for the right time that we will see each other again with a right time and right place.

We may or not seeing each other again, but i hope this pain will brought us in right destination, in right places of our heart.

Don't worry, i will come back when you are ready. When you are ready to forgave me and love me again.

Right now, lets focus on our own lives.

Save your heart, love.
Always be, andrei.'

                             ***
                   After 5 years ago

Nang mabasa ko ang letter galing sa kanya, i suddenly felt something. 5 years na nakakalipas pero hindi pa siya bumabalik.

Isa na kong ganap na architect ngayon. I passed the board exam and i got highest. Im working now sa company ni daddy na juarez construction company. Doon na din nag wowork as architect na din si avianna. Parehas kami. Doon na din nag wowork as engineer si chevy.

Pumasok na ko sa office at nag relax before the meeting. Wala na kong pake sa kanya. Even he come back.

Hey architect!'' bati ni engineer lavin sakin.''

Hoy! Musta?'' i asked him back.''

Ok naman!'' he told me giving me ressured smile.''

Nakapasok na ko sa meeting that called by my dad and tita.

Bakit?'' tanong ko sa pinsan ko na nakaupo sa office ko. Si avianna.

Bakit ngayon ka lang?'' sambit ni avianna sakin.

Umulan kaya hindi na ko nakarating agad!'' sambit ko sa kanya.

Nagpatawag ng meeting si tita! Hindi ko alam kung tungkol saan!'' pagpapaliwanag niya sakin.

Tinaasan ko siya kilay at umupo na lang sa tabi niya. Dumating na sina daddy at tita vina. Good you are here! Sambit ni daddy sakin. This is important! Sambit naman ni tita.

Our lawyer died in car accident! Sambit ni daddy sa amin. Then we have new lawyer! Sambit ulit ni tita.

Gwapo sana! Bulong ni avianna sa tenga ko.

Nang tumayo ako, i saw him again. The guy i loved in my present past.

Sorry, you are standing my way! He said to me. Ms architect juarez! Nice seeing you again! He said again and greeted me.

Napaatras ako at umupo na sa tabi ni avianna.

So you are the legal council for the company? Tita asked him smiling.

Yes maam!'' he smiled at tita.

Parang wala kaming past before when he looked at me. I never expected he would come back even 5 years passed now.

Hello architect juarez!'' he greeted me again.

Hi!'' i greeted him too without smiling.

Will you allow it to work with me again? He asked me nang makalabas na kami ng meeting.

If special project, yes! Attorney fernandez.'' i told him coldly.

I accept his offer to be his architect for his rest house in coron. When i visit it, it reminded me our memories together before. The times both good and bad. Parang bumalik lahat sa past namin.

Kinausap ko ang worker at tinanong kung ano kailangan. He look at me.

Wala po, maam! Ok po kami.'' sabi ng worker sakin.''

Ok.'' just continue.'' i smiled at worker.''

Lumapit sakin si andrei.''

Umm, you ok? You not hungry? He asked me suddenly with a concern look.''

Ok naman ako.''

Rest ka na.'' he made me sit down at table near the view of rest house.''

I suddenly felt dizzy pero hindi ako pinahalata sa kanya. I just open my laptop to work for details of designs.

Dumating si andrei na may dalang food na binili niya para sa lahat ng workers. Lumapit naman sakin si sebi na nakatingin kay andrei.

Huy, architect.'' pahinga ka muna.'' sabi sakin ni sebi.''

Eat it!'' andrei gave me food at nilapag niya sa table ko.''

Ok lang, hindi ako gutom.'' i told him pero he still insist.''

Eat first bago work.'' he told me smiling and closes my laptop.''

Nilabas niya sa paper bag ang food na binili niya para sakin. Its was salad with mushroom at fries with omelet egg and rice.

Kainin mo na ciana.'' sayang naman libre ni attorney.'' pang aasar sakin ni sebi.''

Salamat attorney.'' nakangiting sabi ni sebi kay andrei.''

Wala yun engineer.'' andrei told him smiling.''

Kinain ko ang binili niyang salad with mushroom para sakin. He watch me eating. Im still annoying. But nevermind.

We continue on project. Lumipas ang days but im not still comfortable with him about our past. I ask him to be proffesionals sa work.

I don't know if im still important to him. The destiny is playing with us. Kahit noon pa.
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