If it can't be you

🌌Dream 36🌌

Fourth and Phuwin's are enjoying their lives as a couple the best that they could.

They need to talk about living arrangement though, Fourth wants Phuwin too stay with him but he did not know if Phuwin wants to go back to his place. He did not have anymore reason to stay with Fourth as his old residence is now free.

Phuwin can now go back to his own place since his mother was back in the US, Phuwin wants to stay at Fourth's place.

After dinner Fourth wanted to clear things of with his Faen, he believes that they need to talk about things ahead of time to prevent any problems in the future.

"Win..."

"Yess, Teerak?"

"Can I smoke today?"

"Why? You have not smoke in a long time, didn't I say that you are not allowed to smoke anymore, I even cut back on smoking and haven't smoked in your presence just so I don't tempt you."

"Hmmm, there's some things on my mind and I want to clear them..."

"You can talk to me, no need to smoke, I still feel guilty whenever I think that I ruined your life..."

"My life is not ruined, Win. What the hell are you talking about? Is you being with me such a bad thing? If you are thinking Ike that, are you so guilty that you will try to leave me?" Fourth said in a series of sentences sounding more stressed. If Phuwin thinks this way and move out, Phuwin might leave him for good.

"Hey, don't overthink, how can I leave you when I'm in love with you so much I deserted my mother?" Phuwin said while pulling Fourth into a thight embrace.

Fourth hugged Phuwin's neck and laid his head on Phuwin's shoulder.

"I'm scared, Win. I... I love you, so much that thinking that you might wake up not wanting me in your life anymore makes me so damn scared. I love you, I want to always be with you, but I'm afraid that you'll be bored of me soon."

"I don't know what makes you feel so insecure, you are the most important person in my life right now. I want to be with you, always. Is this why you wanted to smore? You are thinking about me leaving you?"

"Well, you have your placce back, you might want to return to your own place, but Win, can you just continue living with me? I don't want to stay here alone."

Fourth did not really want to live away from Phuwin since they have been staying together for a while, he did not know how to live alone at this point.

"Hmmm, I actually wanted to talk to you about this..."

Fourth held on to Phuwin thighter, afraid of what Phuwin was going to say.

"Win..."

"I wanted to tell you that I want us to continue living together, we can stay here or move in to my place, it doesn't matter as long as wwe are together. This place is closer to your university so I guess we can stay here for now, I can sell my place so you would not think that I'm only here temporarily. "

"Don't sell your place, just live with me, thank you so much Win."

"No need to thank me my love, I'm doing it for me, I can't sleep without you by my side, how can I go anywhere. Oh, I do have to go back to the US though..."

"Huh?"

"Well, I need to fix my papers, I'll be enrolling at your Uni next sem, I tried processing everything online but there are some papers that needs to be done in person."

"You'll come back, right?"

"Of course, my love. But till then, you will get sick of me because I'll follow you like a shadow."

"I'll never get sick of you." Said Fourth before he deeply kissed Phuwin's mouth.

AN: Hello Dreamhearts!

I think there's just a few more chapters left for this book.
This book siss pretty special to me as this is my very first baby.
I never thought that I'll be writing stories, people actually liking them, voting and commenting.

5k views and counting, I feel so loved.
I initially started this story because of a what if moment, it was when the #PhuwinFourth was trending and I thought what if there's a story with them as a lead? I could not find any so I decided to just write one, when I first started I did not know how the story would unfold, I get to know what'ss next almost the same time as you guys because I just let my imagination flow and upload the chapters ass soon as I finish writing them.

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