Survived

Chapter 26

(btw Sabrina's outfit above^)

Bradley P.O.V.

I couldn't wait to talk to Sabrina. Jack texted me telling me she would give me a chance to explain what happen. I just hope everything will go fine. Am nervous, I couldn't sleep last night just thinking what would happen today, will she forgive, I don't know what if she doesn't, what if she never wants to talk to me or worst hates me. Damn it Bradley get yourself together. I only got one chance and I can't waste it.

I walked over to the table in front of the school where we are suppose to meet. I sat down.

What if she doesn't show up?

Or she regrets it and doesn't come?

Okay I need to stop thinking negative and think positive but what could possible come out positive out of this? Damn it here I go again.

"Hey." A voice said getting me out of my deep negative thoughts. I looked up and saw Sabrina. She gave me a weak smile and sat down on the other side of the table.

"H-Hi." I said.

"Did I keep you waiting?" she asked. Okay this is totally awkward.

"N-No I barley got her a few minutes ago."

"okay."

I nodded, we both stayed in silence, not knowing who would talk first. I knew I had too, but I couldn't get the words out of my mouth am seriously so nervous right now. I can't even speak.

Finally I talked. "i just want you to know first that I really do have feelings for y-"

"Wait. I came her for the so called explanation, nothing else. So talk or I will go."

"okay. first of all, yes. I we did kiss, I kissed her, I made the first move. She didn't kiss me."

" I knew it." she said and stood up.

"No please don't leave. let me explain why."

she looked at me and then nodded and sat down.

"Okay, why did y-you kiss h-her?"

" Honesty the first reason was because I wanted to make sure I didn't have feelings for her anymore. I did that because I didn't want to hurt you, and be with you when I had feelings for her."

" Do you? still have feelings for her?"

"No. I don't."

Sabrina stayed quiet and just look at her hands, just thinking.

"And what's the other reason?" she finally said.

"Before we kissed, we were talking. She told me things that were going on with her and her family. We talked for an hour I think. And mm... she mm... well before you came here, Sydney was sick, nothing bad, or that is what she thought at that time, she didn't want to make a big deal about it. She decide to keep it to herself, only me and her knew about it. The day before she told me, she said that she had flinted and her parents found her in her room on the ground. They took her to the hospital where... they found out she has Cancer."

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Arthurs note- bomb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I bet no one expected that uh? anyone at all? I didn't either honesty but hey am full of surprise you never know what can happen next uh? Anyways please comment below your reaction? did you expect that or not? or what did you expect? also how you think Sabrina is going to react ? will she think differently about Sydney now? or what about Sydney? will she change? there is a lot to come in the next few chapters. Also one big question will Sabrina and Bradley get back together? and also is Sydney going to live or die? comment below and vote please.

btw I never said Sydney age she is 15, about to be 16 just wanted to let you know that. Also I know its rare for teenagers to like her age to get cancer but it happens. I don't know much about it, but yeah. I know what is to lose someone who has cancer, I lost two amazing people in my life. And have others who are fighting. :( I never talk about it, to anyone. Its just really personal, and I really don't like talking about it. anyways love you all.

-A