Survived

Chapter 79

3rd P.O.V.

Sabrina sat on one of the chairs in the waiting room. She kept playing with her hands and tapping her left feet on the floor a thing she did when she was nervous. She was freaking out, she hadn't stop crying since got to the hospital. She tried to control her tears that just kept coming from her eyes. Why was this happening to her? she thought.

She hadn't felt this pain since her brothers death and now her she is again feeling like she can't anymore. She might lose another person she loves all because of Daniel . She didn't know why this was happening to her. Why was her life like this, losing all the people she love was she meant to? Lose everyone?

She looked down at her hands that were covered with his blood. Why did he get in the way, why didn't he let them kill her, she would rather die and him live.

She wish this would all just be a dream, and her brother would be alive, everyone would be alive. That all of this was just a nightmare, but it wasn't.

She had his blood on her hands, he had lost so much blood by the time he reach the hospital and had told her they would do their best to save him.

It had been about 2 hours when the doctor came out. Sabrina quickly got up and rush to the doctor. She whip her tears away trying to make them stop but no luck. She look at the doctor, he just had a straight face, she couldn't tell what he was going to say. But she was scared out of her mind.

"Am sorry we did everything we could to save him, but it wasn't enough."

And just like that her heart broke into piece.

Again she had lost 2 of the most important people she loved.

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^ Few days later^

Sabrina looked at herself in the mirror with her black funeral dress. Was this a thing for her know? wearing a funeral dress? today she was saying goodbye to two people she love. She could barely look up from her dress to look herself in the mirror. When she saw herself in the mirror she didn't see the same girl she was. She didn't even recognize the girl standing in front of the mirror. A strange was all she saw in front of her. A broken girl, who had lost too many people she loved, while another one was in the hospital battling for his life and two were dead about to be berried. Her eyes were red, very notable that she had been crying. And she had for the last days, she remembered. Remembered when they got to the hospital and two people she loved died. Both died in the hospital she only got to say goodbye to one of them. The doctor had said they couldn't do anything to save him, she had to say goodbye to him and it was the hardest thing she had done, watch him leave right in front of her and she couldn't do anything to save him.

Taylor walked inside Sabrina room. Jake had told her to get her downstairs because it was time to go. Sabrina hadn't talked to her brothers or to anyone in fact since they died. They knew she wanted to be alone, but they wanted to be with her. They all had lost two people they deeply cared about while another was in the hospital fighting. They all were in pain, but they didn't push it because as well as her they wanted to be alone to deal with the pain.

Their house was so quiet the last few days, all of them lived inside their rooms, when they ate, or if they did they didn't speak at all, once in a while they brothers would try to make small talk but that didn't work.

Sabrina didn't notice Taylor come in, her mind was set on the two people she lost.

"Sabrina.." Taylor spoke.

Sabrina head snap towards Taylor, taking her eyes off the herself in the mirror.

"Its time." she added.