Babymama

15.

6 months later...

Beyonce Knowles

These past six months have been an adjustment, trying to get ready for two babies while dealing with a now 4 year old is a little interesting.

Nicki is now 7 months pregnant with our son and daughter. we decided to go with the names Brielle and Noel.

I have been staying over Onika's house to help her with Giselle. My baby is four and wants to be independent.

"Da da, do you want to play my game with me?"

she came up to me showing me her ipad.

"no baby I don't know how to play that" I don't know shit about that damn Roblox shit.

I sat down on the couch starting to watch tv, Nicki walked down the stairs slowly, my baby was so huge I know she's ready to give birth.

"Baby" she huffed a bit, I chuckled.

"Beyonce shut the fuck up, I swear you're never touching me again" she flipped me off.

"Anyways, I want to talk to you about something" she said sitting by me, it took her like ten minutes to finally sit down.

"wassup bae?"

"I-I um, do you want to marry me?"

"Onika, where is this coming from?"

"I mean, i'm about to give birth to our second and third child, we're 30.. I don't want a pointless-"

"so our relationship pointless to you?"

"that's not what I said, you know what nevermind"

"baby"

"no it's okay, I think you should go home"

"you can't handle Giselle? why you want me to go home now?"

"it's okay, I got her"

I walked to the door opening it. it wasn't that I didn't want to marry her, I was scared of fucking everything up. Marriage is a huge responsibility and you have to work 10x harder.

I decided to go talk to my mother, like always.

I sighed hard while flopping on her bed, she was sitting there reading a book.

"What's wrong now?" as she took off her glasses closing her book, she put them both on her nightstand giving me her full attention.

"Nicki wants to get married"

"I mean duh"... "yall are about to have three kids, in your 30s now, do you not think it's that time?"

"I don't know"

"what don't you know Beyonce?" my mom furrowed her eyebrows, looked like she wanted to cuss me out.

"Marriage is a lot"

"Children are too but that didn't stop you from being on top of her"