Babymama

14.

Three Weeks Later...

Onika Maraj

Beyonce went out with Kelly, I was here with our teenager who just happened to be three. Giselle was in one of her moods again.

"Giselle Ivy Knowles, we are not doing this today!" I slightly yelled, she was on the floor screaming and crying for no reason.

"I wan dada" she yelled.

"She is going to be right back Giselle, get up now"

I didn't have time for this, I was about to drop her off to Tina's.. i'm not feeling good and I can't.

"Matter of fact, let's go see nana"

I reached down for her hand and she grabbed it, she sniffed the whole time I got her dressed.

Giselle threw a fit when I tried to buckle her in the car, why is she acting like this? I cant, I gave up.

I started crying myself, like actual break down.

I called Tina.

: I need you
Mama T💘: baby what's wrong why are you crying ?
: Giselle won't stop
: I need you to come please

I hung up the phone and sat in the car while Giselle kept screaming, I cried putting my face on the wheel. I felt a hand on my shoulder.

"Nicki, baby" I looked up at Tina and her face softened as she looked at my red face.

I didn't even notice Beyonce came home either, I was literally having a panic attack and couldn't stop crying.

"Come on GG" Tina picked up Giselle taking her in the house.

"What's going on Onika? mama called me, calm down for me"

"Giselle just wouldn't stop yelling. I don't know what to do, she doesn't like me" I cried.

"she likes you baby, stop it" I got out of the car and she hugged me tightly.

I went in the house and saw Giselle sleeping on Tina's shoulder. I sighed.

"Onika can I talk to you?" Tina asked and I nodded, we went up to my room, I sat down.

"I'm sorry mama, I can handle my child it's just today she's been out of it"

"Nicki, I think you know what's going on"

we stared at one another, I was confused? It took me a minute to catch on. OH.

"you think i'm pregnant?" i laughed, im not pregnant I just had a meltdown.

"I know you haven't been feeling well for some time and you had a meltdown today, I think you should take a test to make sure"

I started to think about it, I had two pregnancy tests under the sink I went to go take one.

I peed on the stick and waited on the result, I waited five minutes and picked up the test.