Babymama

13.

Two weeks later...

"So, let's talk about your childhood Beyonce" Mrs. White crossed her legs with her clipboard ready to take it what Beyonce had to say.

Nicki sat there beside her waiting on her to start talking.

"It was hard" the blonde spoke. "for starters, i'm intersex"

Mrs. White nodded for her to continue.

"My father was confused about it, men don't like being confused or not making sense of things. He took it out on me"

"and how exactly did he do that?"

"He would beat me. I was verbally and physically abused" Beyonce started fidgeting with her hands, Nicki grabbed her hand looking at her letting her know she was okay.

"I never told my mother, and I never told anybody what i'm about to tell you both"

both Nicki and Mrs. White sat up. The blonde bit her lip as tears swelled up in her eyes.

"Baby" Nicki softly said looking at her.

"I-I.. uh.. I killed my father" tears fell down her face.

Nicki was aware of Beyoncé's violent past, even having a criminal record, murder was never something she was aware about.

"And you were never caught?" Mrs. White was taken back.

"Let's just say I made it look like his fault" Mrs. White nodded and kept it at that.

"Does this affect you now?"

"I think about it sometimes, I don't regret it. I hated him, he hurt me, he caused me pain he didn't give a damn about me. He told me he would've killed me if he wasn't scared of prison"

Nicki rubbed the back of Beyoncé's hand comforting her through it all.

"Let's take a little break, shall we?" they all nodded.

Onika Maraj

"Are you okay?" I asked as she just stared at nothing in particular. "Baby?"

"I'm fine, I am actually great now that I got that out"

"I think you should tell your-.." she immediately cut my off shaking her head.

"My mom thought she married such a perfect man, I don't want to change the narrative"

"but you're not, this is your truth"

"I don't know Nicki" I wiped her falling tears, my poor baby.

A few minutes later, Mrs. White came back sitting down handing us both water bottles.

"Onika, I know your story but I think it's time you share with Beyonce"

I thought this session was for Beyonce, I shook my head.

"I don't think..." I was cut off by Mrs. White.

"Nicki, this is apart of healing. This is who you want to spend your life with, she needs to know"