Babymama

28.

Beyonce Knowles

I woke up literally so damn bored without my children here, I didn't know what to do with myself. I promise I must've cleaned this house over a million times.

I had to resist the urge to text Nicki to check if everything was okay. I kept wondering how the night went for her. Just as I was thinking about them, Nicki texted me, and I looked at my phone to read her message

BM👶🏽: Brielle asked me why did I leave her last night :(
BM👶🏽: she won't leave my side this morning or eat anything, i'm sad Bey.

: do you want me to come over and talk to her?

BM👶🏽: please.

I hopped in the shower, got dressed, and grabbed my keys before heading to Nicki's house. I was concerned about my baby and knew that eventually, she would ask that question

I got out and knocked on Nicki's door. When she opened it, Giselle was right beside her, holding her hand. She had a sad look on her face. I reached down to pick her up, but she shook her head no, tears in her eyes.

You want to stay with mommy?" I asked. She nodded, and Nicki picked her up. We then went to sit on the couch together.

"Will you eat now if Mama and I join you?" Nicki asked, looking down at her. She didn't respond.

"Can you try to eat something for me? Just one bite? It'll make you feel better, and I promise I won't ask again, okay?" I said to her. She slowly got up, nodding. I went to the kitchen to grab her food while the twins were, of course, enjoying themselves.

I sat back down as GG rested her head on Nicki's chest. I fed her some eggs, and she ate them. Nicki smiled and kissed her forehead.

"Thank you, baby. Mommy is happy you ate something," Nicki assured her. I rubbed her back gently.

"You want to eat more?" I asked and she nodded, she pointed to Nicki.

"You want me to feed you some?" Nicki asked. She softly answered with a yes. Nicki finished feeding her while I went over to my twins. I saw Brielle reaching over to eat Noel's eggs.

"Brielle stop acting like you're so hungry fatty" I startled her, she jumped a bit and giggled. it ain't funny.

They were covered in syrup, tell me how did toddlers manage to get syrup in their hair? I don't know. Once they finished I grabbed them taking them out of the high chair.

I grabbed some wipes wiping their hands and face. I couldn't stand a sticky toddler, they like to touch everything.

"Mama, pad" Noel asked for his ipad.

"Where is it big boy?"

"No?" he shrugged, indicating he didn't know. I went into Nicki's room to find it. After grabbing both of their iPads, I headed back downstairs to hand them over.

"What are y'all doing today?" I asked Nicki. GG was in a better mood now, sitting by herself and playing on her iPad. I really need to get my kids outside more; they're spending too much time with technology.

She replied, 'We're going to the zoo,' as she got up to put the plate in the sink. Her biker shorts hugged her curves, catching my eye. I wanted to bend her over, but I knew she was still healing."