Babymama

21.

Tina Knowles

I had all of my grand babies over for the weekend, I wanted them on purpose. I needed Beyonce and Nicki to talk without the children in the way.

Nicki would always be my baby, I would love to see her and my daughter back together but it was up to them.

"Nana I not want dis" Brielle said pushing her plate away.

"Bri, eat this food your parents won't think i'm neglecting you" I said feeding her some mashed potatoes, she ate it with no problem she just wanted to be fed for some reason.

Brielle was so spoiled, everybody else was doing so good.

I continued feeding Brielle when the door opened, and my daughter walked in, moving awkwardly and sighing.

I shook my head and wiped Brielle's mouth before letting her down to play with Noel.

"What's going on Beyonce?"

"Mom i'm confused" she sat down on the kitchen island with her hands in her head, I was worried.

"It's me and Nicki"

"and what about you guys?" I said as I cleaned up the kitchen, waiting on her response.

"We had sex...twice"

"Am I supposed to be shocked?"

"Uh, yeah"

"Beyonce, no matter how much you try to deny it, you still love that woman. Did I think you guys would have sex this soon, no but I was sure it'd happen" I shrugged, I know how my daughter is when it comes to Onika, she can't resist.

"Mama what do I do? she asked me as Noel came running to her as she picked him up.

"You and Nicki are both adults. If you want to work things out with her, go for it and give her another chance. If not, then it's time to stop the love-making and move on."

"Are you ready for the kids to come home?"

"No, you and Nicki need to talk... with your clothes ON" I said grabbing Noel from her as he laid his head on my shoulder, it was time for his nap.

Beyonce followed me into the room as I laid Noel down.

"Mom, do you think i'm forgiving her too fast?"

"Beyonce, this is your relationship not nobody else's. If the love is there, go for it. you know what to do baby, besides you know i'm always rooting for y'all"

She nodded and left out of the room, I went back downstairs to her sitting down with Brielle in her lap falling asleep while she watched GG play a game on her iPad.

I felt immense pride in my daughter's parenting skills. She adored her children, and their love for her was equally strong.

Onika Maraj

I stayed at the salon for a while since people knew I was back in town some people wanted me to do their hair so I took a few.

My mind and my pussy was on the dick I got last night and today, I know I should've stopped it both times but my love for her is strong. I want us to work out.

I'm not going to lie I was avoiding going back to the house because I didn't know how the conversation would turn out.

"Bestfriend" Lauren stared at me, she knew I was in deep thought. I told her I would call her later to talk about it.

I grabbed my keys and purse and headed back to the house. Ten minutes later, as I pulled up, I saw her just arriving home. I wondered where she had been.

"Hi" I said shyly as if I just didn't have her dick down my throat.

"Hey, we need to talk" She opened the door, with me trailing behind her. She guided me to the couch where I took a seat at the opposite end, patiently waiting for her to initiate the conversation.

"We shouldn't have done what we did" she started, I knew where this was going. "I can't even be with you so I apologize for leading it on both times"

A chuckle escaped me, even as tears began to well up in my eyes. I realized that I should have prevented today's events from unfolding.

"okay, anything else?" I said standing up, I was leaving today i'm not staying here. I walked upstairs to start packing my shit.

"Nicki... you know we shouldn't have"

"Okay because but we did, TWICE! You started it today, why did you fuck me only to say this shit?"

"Onika and that's why i'm apologizing, it wasn't right"

"Right. I'm leaving" I said continuing to pack my shit angrily, I didn't understand it. Why couldn't we work it out?

"The kids-"

"I will come see them everyday, but I can't be here with you" I truthfully answered, she's right we shouldn't have and I shouldn't be here. "Now you can fuck whoever it was you were talking about, freely"

"Come on Nicki, you can't possibly be upset if we being honest?"

"Oh yeah, cause I left my kids and you, so I have no right to be upset that my ex decided to fuck me.. TWICE and leave me with mixed signals, you're right" I chuckled. I zipped my bags up and walked past her. I was over this shit.

"Nicki, don't leave" she grabbed my arm.

"Let. Me. Go"

I put my bags in the trunk of my car and opened the door to get in. Letting out a frustrated scream, I laid my head on the steering wheel.

I pulled out my phone and hesitated before I sent a text.

: hey, can I come over?

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"You okay?" Marcel asked opening his door as I walked in his home. I shook my head, lying to myself.

"I'm fine, I need a huge favor"

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