Babymama

18.

Onika Maraj

I woke up the next morning and did my morning routine before going into the twins room, Brielle was up smiling at me.

"Mommy up" she held her hands up.

"Hi sweet baby" I picked her up before going over to Noel, who was laid out with his legs open. My baby was so tired. I decided to let him sleep for a little.

"GG" Brielle pointed to her sister's room, telling me to wake her up, so I followed instructions.

"Let's go get sissy up" I walked into Giselle's room, walking to her bed shaking her gently while kissing her forehead. I leaned Brielle down to her and she did the same, excerpt it was more slob than kisses.

"Ew, Bri" Giselle groaned, finally waking up. It seemed like this was a common occurrence. As her eyes slowly opened, she saw me and instantly brightened up.

"Mommy you're here!!!" she jumped up on her bed and hugged me, I kissed her cheek.

"I will be here for a minute mamas, go brush your teeth" I patted her butt as she walked off to her bathroom. I went back into the twins room to see Noel waking up giving me a grin.

"Wake up big boy" I picked him up as well, they were heavy as hell but they were my babies, I watched in the bathroom placing them both on the counters.

I brushed their teeth, of course Brielle gave me a hard time.

"no mommy" moving her head around as I tried pushing her teeth, she would not let me do it for nothing in the world, meanwhile Noel had his toothbrush trying to do it him self.

I kept trying until I felt another presence behind me, it was Beyonce coming to help. I wanted to do it myself.

"Bri, stop" she grabbed the toothbrush from me and brushed her teeth. She was so good with them, I admired her.

"You have to show authority with this one" Beyonce said to me picking Brielle up after they were done and she left out as I grabbed Noel following behind her, he laid his head on my shoulder, I love this feeling.

Beyonce placed Brielle in her high chair, going into the fridge to start breakfast.

"I was going to start breakfast for you"

"it's cool, i'm used to doing this"

"I know but I wanted to give you some help" I walked over to her.

"I got it Nicki"

"Let me help"

"I got this Onika, damn. I know what my kids want"

"Our kids" Feeling exhausted, I stepped away to go check on GG. Beyoncé's behavior was wearing me down-I was committed to being a better mom to my babies, but it felt like she wasn't giving me a chance.

"They've been mine for the past two years"

"Beyonce, fuck you! I'm fucking trying here and you not allowing me to do so, I will leave" I wiped my tears, this shit was annoying.