Babymama

51

Onika Maraj

Two weeks later...

Me and Beyonce are in a really weird place right now. We hardly talk anymore and it's been hurting my heart. She's hardly ever home, and when I try to talk to her, she's short with me or just ignores me completely. This was the situation as we were getting ready for work.

"Hey, just a heads up... Omari has a parent-teacher conference today," I said to her as she was putting on her belt before heading to the bathroom. "Did you hear me?"

"I got it" she replied finally.

"We need to talk" I said looking at her.

"You scheduled the abortion already?" she asked doing her makeup, she was currently filling in her brows.

"Yeah, well no... I don't know what I want to do" I said.

"Schedule it. If you don't know why you married me, you damn sure won't know why you're having another baby with me," she chuckled. I felt tears about to come down.

"Beyonce, how long are you going to hold that over my head. I said I was sorry about that" I said, I was tired of this energy.

After that, she ignored me and just finished her makeup. I sighed as I put on my heels and accessories before heading downstairs where the kids were eating breakfast. I had come down earlier to make them food before getting dressed.

"It's so good mommy" Omari said which made me smile.

"I'm glad you love it bubba, don't get any syrup on your clothes okay?" I said to him, Giselle was looking at me with sad eyes I sighed. I didn't have the energy to deal with it but I had to.

"Come" I pointed at her as we went into the living room and sat down. "What's on your mind?"

"The energy is heavy mommy, it feels bad" she said playing with her fingers looking down. "I don't feel like you guys love each other anymore"

"We do, I promise you we do it's just difficult right now. How about you guys go stay with nana today since it's the weekend, me and her will figure things out" I said and she nodded.

I walked back into the kitchen to make myself some coffee when Beyonce made her way downstairs, texting on her phone and smiling. My heart broke even more, and I had a gut feeling she was cheating on me, but she wouldn't admit it.

"Goodmorning" I said catching her attention, she looked up and her smile dropped.

"Mama I got an A on my spelling test yesterday so I was able to get a prize out of the box" Omari said and Bey smiled kissing his forehead.

"You so smart, bubba i'm proud of you"

"Can we go to the zoo this weekend mama?" he asked her.

"Not this weekend, I have to work" she said and I scrunched my face up.

"Since when did you have to work on the weekends, you make your own schedule?" I asked her, she looked at me with annoyance.

"Exactly and i'm deciding to go in tomorrow" she said snappily.

"Your son obviously wants to spend time with you but maybe you trying to spend time with another w-..."