A Long Time Ago

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I can't really say what happened in the FAYZ. The memories are locked inside the vault that is my mind. Over and over like a twisted movie. I'm lost. I lost myself in the dome. Before I was normal but now normal and I have parted ways.

My parents never asked what happened, they decided to give me time to process what had happened and to adjust back to the normal. But I can't be normal again! Its like trying to fit a rectangle into a circular hole. I hate it flinching when someone touches me, I hate hiding food in my room so no one else gets it, I hate reaching for a weapon that isn't there. But most of all..I hate the looks that people give me. Pity...fear..It's on everyone's faces. Even on my parent's faces.

So maybe, one day, I'll be able to fake normal. Maybe I might even be normal. But right now normal and I are miles away from each other. Maybe it'll come back when the FAYZ is nothing but a dream that happened a long time ago.

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