THE LIES WE LOVE : IT'S THE OBSESSION

CHAPTER 2

CALLUM LEVINE

I was sitting on the couch. I exhaled the toxic smoke before placing the cigarette between my lips again. Other hand was over the couch.

The girl kneeling in front of me gagged, coughed, moaned but none of this had any effect on me. I was just not in the mood. She was mumbling something but I couldn't hear. Neither did I want to.

Closing my eyes I inhaled sharply the toxic smoke before letting it out through my nose and mouth.

My coping mechanism is sex. Whenever I try to avoid any shitty existence in my life, I just dive into sex. So it's a regular thing you could say.

But today it was not helping. Of course nothing was going to help today since I met Lucifer himself. The devil, my creator, whose filthy blood is running through my veins.

Sometimes I wonder if my hateness towards him backfires and I become just like him. Pathetic like him. I hated him. With my whole heart. I hated my mom as well. For staying with him. For having sex with him and having me and Raven.

Whenever I ask her, she replies with that stupid fucking L word.

I love him, son. I will always love him.

Yea sure. Love. More like a mental illness. People don't love each other. The moment they don't need you in their life, they kick you out like you were never there.

So, no. love doesn't fucking exist.

The silent vibration of my phone brought me back to reality. I grabbed my phone and my eyes fell on Samantha or Sarah? I don't fucking know. How long has it been anyway?

Seeing the caller's name made me smirk.

Noah.

"What up, princess?" His deep voice echoed from the other side. "any news."

"Oh yeah. You are gonna want to see it for yourself and also gotta teach some lads a lesson or two. You in?"

"Hell yeah. I'm coming." As soon as I said it, the girl started to gag loudly.

"Dude, are you in the middle of a blowjob?" Noah said, letting out a laugh.

"Yea. Feel free to join and help me release."

"Nah I'm good. Just received one a couple hours ago."

"Okay then. Wait for me, fucker." I hung up before he could reply. I pushed the girl aside and got on my feet, making my way to the bathroom.

"Cal, where are you going?" "to hell." "At least let me finish my job, baby?"

Baby? Yea sure.

"Listen Samantha, you had your time and you were incapable of your job. So leave now." I turn around.

"My name is not Saman.." "Just leave. No need to piss me off more."

She huffed and started gathering her belongings and I finally made my way to the bathroom.

When I came out of the bathroom the girl had already left. Grabbing my leather jacket from the bed, I made my way downstairs.

"Raven, get you ass ..." I stopped as I realised Raven is staying at mom's today. This is where me and my baby brother agree to disagree.

Even though we both hate our dad, he doesn't feel the anger when it comes to mom. He feels pity. Instead of encouraging her to leave that asshole, he tries his best to keep them united. And hopes that somehow all of us become a family of roses and rainbows.

Raven is forgiving. He wants to forgive everyone. I don't want to do that crap. I want to teach a lesson. A lesson so bad that the other person thinks twice before even thinking of committing the same mistake again.

Raven believes in redemption a bit too much.

You ain't God, lil bro.

And dad loves him for it. Quite the opposite of what he feels for me. I couldn't care less for his fake ass affection. They can all fuck themselves.

Putting on my helmet, I made my way to Noah.

Even though Raven is my little brother, Noah is the one I feel connected to the most. Because we both hate the men we are descended from.