Two Can Play That Game

Chapter Thirty-Nine

Kivana Stewart

I nervously bit my lip as I gripped the blade in my hand. I looked in the mirror at myself and released it.

"What are you doing Kivana?" I asked allowed.

I looked at the blade and sighed, it was too risky. I sat on the edge of the tub disappointed in myself. A suicide attempt? Are you serious right now?

"Yeah what the fuck are you doing?"

I looked up to see Kivan with a disappointed look. I shook my head...6 days of no eating and 3 days of no sleep was really getting to me.

"You're not real." I mumbled.

"I'm as real as it gets." He chuckled sitting on the toilet.

He looked at me and shook his head.

"You better thug this shit out until we find you." He said.

"You're not real." I said standing.

I was losing my fucking mind, I didn't even what day it was today.

"You are losing your mind, and you're going to lose your fucking life if you try to bait a suicide attempt." He snapped.

"He'll have to take me to the hospital..." I trailed.

"He's two hours away you dummy, if he comes you'll already be dead and who knows if he's even watching you right now?" He asked.

"Well what the fuck do you think I should fucking do?" I snapped.

I looked to where he was and he was gone...I sighed before leaving the bathroom. I sluggishly laid on the bed and sighed closing my eyes.

"Darling."

I felt my heart break...Simon, I opened my eyes to see him laid beside me.

"I love you." I said as tears formed in my eyes.

"I know...I've always known." He whispered.

I cried harder.

"You need to rest...it's been days." He said.

"I'm scared." I whispered.

"I know but I'm here...so sleep." He said.

I nodded before slowly drifting asleep.

Two Days later

I gasp for air as water dripped off my body.

"Hi." Byung smiled.

I coughed as he looked at me, it's Friday already?

"W-what day is it?" I mumbled.

"Oh she speaks." He chuckled.

I looked at him before I stood up.