𝑴𝒀 𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑬𝑳 // 𝑩𝑰𝑳𝑳𝑰𝑬 𝑬𝑰𝑳𝑰𝑺𝑯 G!P

17.

He was taking me back to the high school parking lot and I was confused.

"why are we going here?" i asked seeing that we were really far away he didn't spoke more and i heard laughter. i looked at thomas who was now dragging me towards a group. almost throwing myself at them.

i frowned looking around and-

billie.

"billie?!" i said seeing her sitting on the ground bound to her own chains, tape over her mouth. 

her eyes widened at the sight of me and she started to try and scream but nothing came out because one of the men hit her.

i approached him and pushed.

"Try to touch her again, you motherfucker!" I shouted but my temper quickly faded as a gun aimed at my skull. I heard Thomas laughing 

"Let him go." he laughed. and I did. "now get in front of your girlfriend, will you?"

I did.

 and i could see billie's tears, her hands trying to untangle. what a mess Im in. what a mess we're in.

"today you're going to die dahlia." he whispered in my ear. "or you'll survive and she'll die."

my heart was beating so fast it could burst out of my chest. billie was crying and her cries were choked and bloody. her face was bruised and her hands arms were red as if they had been beaten a thousand times.

i understood that this time, i had to be the stronger of the two of us.

"Billie here hasn't been keeping up the bargain. Did your girlfriend tell you she was in a gang?"

"A what?" I replied, making no sudden movements.

billie in a gang?

"She only had one thing to do. Take the drugs back to the boss and that's it." he pressed the barrel of the gun even harder to my head "But she never did. She threw away all the drugs."

billie's naturally blue eyes were red with blood.

"so we made a deal, if she did she'd die but you know... it's funnier if she sees the girl she loves get killed." he said. "Right, Billie?"

I looked around and saw a plank of wood on the ground. the three people were armed too.

"so dahlia, what's your choice?"

I had tears running down my cheeks. and thomas laughed.

"Maybe I should untie your girlfriend's lips." he said, gesturing to one of them.

as soon as she was untied, billie started screaming, her lips ripped out and bruises on her jaw. everything was visible even in the dim light.

"I'm sorry my love, I'm sorry i didn't know!" she sobbed. "kill me! she had nothing to do with it!!" she screamed at thomas.

"billie darling... the funniest part is letting her choose, not you." a man pointed a gun at billie and my heart raced, I was about to jump on him but thomas shoved it away. billie wasn't even struggling anymore at the limit. she begged me with her eyes.

"Please." said Billie, her voice breaking, her breathing stopped.

"If you move one more time, I'll kill you and her."

he must have another way. another solution.

he must have a solution.

a solution dahlia.

"I'm losing patience dahlia." :

my brain bubbled, fear invaded me and my tears ran down my cheeks, my body paralyzed.

"dahlia I'm losing my fucking patience i swear I'm going to kill billie-"

"kill me." i said getting down on my knees and he laughed. billie looked up at me her eyes widening, screaming in pain. she struggled and one held her in place.

"Don't do it!! damn it dahlia don't do it! I'll kill you if you do i swear to god!!" she screamed.

my tears rolled down my cheeks.

"that's your last word?" said thomas, aiming the gun at me.

i nodded.

I'd rather feel myself dying than see billie die in front of my eyes.

his eyes were blue. blue like an ocean too cold.

I've always wanted those eyes. I've always admired them.

and i wish i had the same color,

but not on my skin.

i tended to be too cold.

but this time he didn't have anyone to hold me.

I hated red, but now it was painting my T-shirt, which I'd stolen from Billie before joining him.

Maybe I should have stayed in bed with Billie in my arms, reminding me I was pretty. Maybe if I hadn't left I would have stopped all this.

but death has no warning.

"DAHLIA !!!!" screamed billie in pain before my ears ring and my vision goes black.

and death was there for me.