Find Me In Your Memory 🤍 Mos/Bank

Chapter 18 ~ mark me ~

~ trigger warning ~ 

~ suicidal thoughts & depression ~ 

Jensen linked minds with Narong and asked him if he could come over with Nakhun and after a few minutes Narong replied and said they were on their way.

Pon couldn't help but be nervous, he didn't know how this was going to play out but he knew they all needed to know what was going on and they needed to know Pipon and Timi's story, they couldn't help either of them until they knew.

He excused himself and went to the bathroom then splashed cool water onto his face before looking at his reflection in the mirror, the only trouble was, it wasn't his reflection, it belonged to the man who seemed to be keeping a low profile but the question was why?

Maybe he needed to leave this body so that Pipon could come through again, at the end of the day, Raz had fallen in love with Pipon's face, not his and if Timi was anything to go by, Pipon must be a really nice person and they always said, two's company and three's a crowd.

He figured he was going to have to bow out gracefully and leave them all to it, he would miss them all, his best friend Jensen, the person he had thought he'd loved and he would miss Duane, the sweet, kind hearted publican's son who Jensen had fallen in love with and now he knew that he would also miss Raz.

In the short time he had known Raz since his memory had returned he had cared for him making sure that all his needs had been met. The guy was kind and considerate and he was also handsome and kind of sexy especially when he got his alpha male on but Pon had never told him that, maybe he should while he still had the time.

 Suddenly there was a knock on the bathroom door and he heard Raz calling him.

"are you ok baby? Narong and Nakhun have arrived"

"yeah, I'm ok I'll be out in a minute" Pon said taking one last look at himself in the mirror before unlocking the door.

He found Raz still waiting for him as he leaned casually against the wall,

"are you really ok baby, we don't have to do this you know" Raz said.

"yes we do Raz, we need to know about Timi and Pipon and Timi doesn't seem like he's going to tell us any time soon" Pon said.

"we can wait though, there's no rush" Raz said.

"we can't help Timi until we know though, don't worry about me Raz, I'll be ok, you just take care of Timi and Pipon, I just want to thank you for everything you have done for me Raz, I really don't deserve you" Pon said.

"don't talk like that baby, as I said, I fell in love with you as soon as I saw you at the bus stop, I wouldn't want anyone else" Raz said.

"but you forget Raz, this isn't me, it was always Pipon and with any luck you'll soon get to meet him too, I just wanted to tell you that it's been ..."

"stop it Pon, stop fucking saying your goodbyes or I'll take you home right now and to hell with talking to that Tulsi guy again" Raz swore.

"ok, I'm sorry, I just wanted to tell you that I ... like you, you're a good man and anyone would be lucky to have you as their own" Pon said.

"come on, let's get this shit over and done with and then I'm taking you home and I'll show you just how much I love you, not like, fucking love" Raz said.

"ok, let's go down" Pon said.

They got back downstairs and overheard Jensen asking Nakhun if he could try to communicate with Tulsi again and explaining why they needed him to.