Broken (Sad Todoroki x Bakugo)

Comfort

~A few days later~

Bakugo's POV

After what seemed like forever, that dumb father of my bf's got arrested on the spot. I decided to take care of him because I know no one else can relate to him or trust him as much as I do. We were both using this opportunity to get closer, and I can tell he's slowly trying to forget his past and focus on his future with me. I've never felt so happy with someone that I use to hurt.

Right now, we were just watching a movie, when I felt a head fall onto my shoulder. I glanced at it, and saw Shoto sleeping peacefully like a baby. His face looked so adorable when he was at peace, and I never want to ruin that precious look of his. I kissed him on the forehead, and carried him up to our room, and tucked him under the covers. I then put on my pjs and hopped on minutes later, immediately hitting the hay as soon as my head hit the pillow, not knowing what would happen next to my precious Shoto.

Todoroki's POV

My eyes slowly opened itself, and realized that I was emerged in darkness. Everything was pitch black, so I had no idea whether something or someone was in there. I took a step forward and bumped into someone. The darkness paved its way and I saw Deku standing infront of me, glaring down at me with anger in his eyes. He looked was bigger than me.

"No matter who you find, I'll always make sure that you're MY friend, and no one else can take that away from me!" He mumbled furiously to himself before shoving me away, and disappearing into the darkness.

After that shove, I was still in shock and confusion and kept stepping back, before bumping into another person. The aura I was getting from behind was so dense it was terrifying. I slowly creaked my head around, and saw a group of my classmates gathered up together, all looking bigger than me, even bigger than Deku. They started pointing their fingers at me and laughing at me, calling me weak, and gay. Turns out, they knew about my relationship with Katsuki, too, and this generation being how judgmental and mean they are, they're using it to hurt me. Even though I'm use to it, it still hurts...

Their insults went into my head, and I was questioning everything about me. 

Why am I here? What purpose do I serve in this life? Why am I so hated on? What did I do to have all this hate? Am I meant to be like this? Do I deserve better?

"No." A cold voice boomed around the empty space of darkness. I recognized that voice, the voice that scarred me for life. I truly thought that I forgot about him, but my mind doesn't seem to.

"Shoto, you are literally the worst son I've ever raised. Not only are you ungrateful, you're worthless, weak, and gay. I never knew you were so f*cking vulnerable and so weak with your emotions. A hero is someone who sacrifices themselves to save others, not the other way around. Never in my life had I knew that you were so slow with your training and so dumb. You never try to become better of yourselves. And on top of that, you're G A Y. I never knew such a son like mine was into boys. Literally the cherry on top."

"You're nothing, and you deserve nothing." He mumbled coldly and slowly walked away. I felt every word that he had just said to me. I knew my life was garbage, and that I didn't deserve anything because I don't work hard for it, but it still hurt to see it said in front of me so clearly. My knees gave up on me, and fell to the floor. I had such potential to become better, but everytime I try, someone always has to say something that drag me down. I've been waiting for that one person in my life to say that I'm not worthless, that I'm worth something in this world. Yet I've heard no such thing.

I felt so numb, that I just stared at the ground, tears falling from my eyes, as I look back into my life in shame.

"Such a disgrace I am." I mumbled before closing my eyes. At this point, there was no difference between closing my eyes and seeing the surroundings of me, because they were all the same: empty.

Suddenly, I felt a light shine through my closed eyes. It shined like that for a while, before dimishing right in front of me. I slowly opened my eyes, and saw my bf standing in front of me, holding out his hand to me. He had angel wings on his back, which meant one thing: the person that I was hoping to find was standing right infront of me. The one who understood my pain, and was by my side to the end. That was the one I wanted to spend my eternity with.

I smiled, reached out to touch his hand, and felt so..light, like all the pain I was carrying in my heart lifting away from it. I felt so relaxed, and free...a feeling that I would endure forever.

My eyes suddenly opened wide, and I looked around frantically. I was in my bed, with my head resting on someone's lap. I looked up, and saw Katsuki softly patting my head with a warm smile.

"Shoto...you don't have to worry about that anymore. It's all in the past." 

"What...what do you mean?" I was still so confused as to why he was acting like this.

"My love..." He started "I woke up to you crying in your sleep. Then I heard you mumble the words 'Such a disgrace I am' in your sleep. In my eyes, you're not a disgrace. You're a person who has been hurt in the past and is just asking for love, and I can give you all that. You just need to love yourself. I'll make sure will ever hurt you. We will get through this together." He gave me a kiss on my forehead as an attempt to ease me. Hearing his words was enough to make my tears start falling again.

"Katsuki, I'm sorry for giving you such a hard time. I know that everything will be better now, but I just find it so hard to let all of that go. Especially since I had a friend who's heart I broke because I denied accepting him as a friend-" Katsuki put his finger on my lips, immediately shushing me.

"Listen, what you did was right. If you don't feel like you fit in, then there's no shame saying it out loud. It's better to be alone than to feel alone, but you don't have to feel either of that anymore, cause I'm here. And I love you." He said before planting a gentle kiss on my lips. I kissed him back, and I fell asleep on his lap.