70,000 People But, I Chose You

Chapter 16: Fuck It, I Love You

Justin's p.o.v

   Everyone was finally starting to leave so i started cleaning up as much as i could so Gloria, my house keeper didn't have to do much. As i was cleaning up i made my way upstairs and found Isabelle asleep on one of the hallway couches. She looked absolutely adorable. I walked over to her and noticed she still had her heels on so i slowly unbuckled them trying so hard not to wake her up. As i successfully took off her heels, i placed them on the floor beside the couch and picked her up to bring her into my bedroom so that she could sleep on the bed and not the uncomfortable couch. I tucked her in and planted a soft kiss on her forehead. I started making my way downstairs to go sleep on the couch.
     "Jay?" I turned back around once i heard her voice. "Yeah?" I sat on the edge of the bed next to her. "Im sorry." She said. "For what?" I asked as i placed my hand on her head, rubbing her forehead with my hand. "For Everything." She cried. I could tell she was still half asleep. "Do not apologize. Get some sleep we will talk in the morning okay?" I said. "I do love you Justin, so much." She admitted. I felt butterflies in my stomach for a moment and planted a soft kiss on her lips. "I love you too baby. Now get some sleep." I smiled. She closed her eyes and almost immediately dozed off.

Isabelle's p.o.v

   I awoken to the noise of voices downstairs and people moving things around. I must have fallen asleep last night, but how did i end up in Justin's bed? I was still in my dress from last night so i got out of bed and got ready for the day.
   Today we go back on tour. I put on a white cropped t-shirt and some boot cut jeans with some low heels.

I left my hair naturally straight and headed downstairs. There were tons of people packing up the buses but Justin was nowhere to be found. I made my way to the kitchen and found Gloria doing the dishes. "Good morning honey. Do you want some breakfast?" She asked sweetly. "No thank you, I'll just get some orange juice. You work hard enough." I said smiling. "You're too sweet." She smiled back. I poured me a glass of orange juice and took a few sips before setting it down and pulling out my phone.
A few moments later in walked Justin and holy fuck he looked good. He was in a button up long sleeve dress shirt with dress pants. His muscles looked so nice in that shirt, i was undressing him with my eyes. "Well hello." I said biting my lip. "Good morning to you too." He said kissing my forehead. "Where did you go looking all fancy?" I asked. "I had a meeting this morning." He said. "A meeting? Why didn't you wake me up to do your hair?" I asked. "Because you looked so peaceful i didn't want to bother you." He admitted. "Justin its my job." I said. "Fine, fix my hair." He said. "Too late now!" I said pushing him playfully.
"Do you want to go talk?" He asked, holding out his hand. I grabbed his hand and he lead me up to his room where it was quiet. I sat on the bed and he shut the door behind us. "I know, i know. Im sending mixed signals." I blurted out. "Do you want space? Because i will give you whatever you want? You tell me. I love you Isabelle and i will do whatever it takes to make this work." He said still standing by the door. "Fuck. No Justin, i don't want space. I want you around me, all over me, touching me, talking to me, kissing me, constantly. I am just scared." I admitted. "Of what?" He asked. "Of losing you, for good." I said standing up and walking over to him. "You are not going to lose me baby, i love you so much, it hurts. I have never felt this way about anyone." He slowly pulled me into a kiss. "Fuck. I love you too, so much." I said kissing his neck. I started unbuttoning his shirt. "Belle, i love you but we don't have time for this, we have to go." He said smiling. "We can make it quick." I winked at him. I pushed him onto the bed and climbed on top of him. I started kissing him up and down, undoing his clothes as i go. "Fuck." He said, biting his lip.
He flipped me over, unbuttoned my jeans and slowly pulled them off. He pulled my panties off as well and started shoving two fingers inside of me. I started moaning and he pulled his fingers out and shoved himself inside of me right after. The moans got louder so he covered my mouth with his hand so no one could hear us. "I love you so fucking much." He said as we connected our lips while he still inserted himself back and forth. I finally hit my climax and moaned so loud before he shut me up with his lips.
This time our sex felt different. It wasn't just sex, it was love. It was almost like i could feel butterflies throughout my entire body. God i love this man.
We put our clothes back on and shared a couple kisses afterwards. "I am so obsessed with you." He said as he wrapped his arms around me and kissed me passionately one last time. "You have no idea Jay." I said after breaking from the kiss. "Okay do we look good?" He asked, checking to make sure it didn't look like we just ripped each other's clothes off. "I think so." I laughed. We walked out of his bedroom and he slapped my ass. I playfully swooshed his hand away letting out a quiet giggle. "So does this mean we are back together?" I asked. "We were never apart babe." He said kissing me one last time before making it down the steps.
"Did you guys have fun?" We turned our heads and saw Molly standing there. "We were just talking." I said. "Sure you were." She said laughing. "Did you have fun last night when i walked in on you?" I asked. "Touché" she laughed. "Where?" Justin asked. "In your bed." I confessed. "You guys fucked in my bed!?" He questioned. "Sorry bro, it was the only quiet place in the house." Nick said. "Yeah, no shit." He laughed.

   About an hour later we all got on the bus, ready to travel to the next city. Nick and Molly rode with us. We were bored so we started playing twister and it was a mess. We shared so many laughs and had a good time. I was laughing at Molly and Nick trying to find a good spot on the twister mat and then glanced over at Justin sitting on the couch. It was so comforting being able to just glance over at him and feel the love that came from him. I smiled at him, walked over to him and kissed him softly and passionately. "I love you." I said as i cuddled him on the couch. "I love you too baby." He said as he played with my hair while my head rested on his chest. "Right foot on green not yellow Nick!" I screamed and he fell on top of Molly. We laughed hysterically.

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I was getting Justin ready for the show tonight. The first show since his little break. "You have to watch the show tonight." Justin said as i fixed his hair the way he likes it only for him to put a hat on. "I'll be up in VIP watching the whole show." I said giving him a kiss. "5 minutes." Scooter yelled as he walked past the door. We walked down to the stage hand in hand the whole way there. He was about to get on stage but turned to kiss me beforehand. "I love you." He said sweetly. "I love you too, now go kill it out there." I smiled.
I watched the whole show from the VIP room. He was like fire out there. He was so happy and giving it his all. About halfway through the show he took his shirt off which was not a bad sight to see. "Belle." Nick said. "What?" I questioned. "Justin wanted me to tell you to watch during the "anyone" performance." He said. "Why?" I questioned again. "Just watch." He said. I watched as he was about to perform the song. "Dance with me under the diamonds." He sang. "If you ever move on without me, i need to make sure you know." He sang again. As soon as the beat dropped in the song, pictures of him and I appeared on the screen one by one until the entire screen was filled with polaroid like pictures of us.

"If it's not you it's not anyone." I listened to his voice as the pictures changed to different pictures of us and some changed to pictures of fans. Tears filled my eyes. He just made us publicly officially in a stadium of thousands of people. "Oh my god." I whispered to myself as everyone in the vip tent cheered for me and the stadium went CRAZY. I pulled out my phone and took a picture

I posted it to my instagram story with the caption "my heart.".

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