70,000 People But, I Chose You

Chapter 18: Results

Isabelle's p.o.v

   I nervously pulled it out of the box. My hands were shaking, i had chills, i was freaking out as i stared at the white and pink digital stick in my hand. This is it. Maybe i am just being paranoid. It's obviously going to come back negative. I need to just take the test so i can move past this.

   We were back on tour again. Justin was performing while i was back in the bus bathroom staring at the pregnancy test in my hands. Just do it Isabelle, stop being a fucking pussy, i thought to myself. I closed my eyes and peed on the stick. I sat it on the bathroom vanity and refused to look at it even though i had to wait a few minutes before checking it anyway. I cleaned myself up and pulled up my pants. I paced in the bathroom nervously, not knowing what to think if this comes back positive.
   My period was one week late which never happens to me. This would explain the nausea, throwing up and feeling sick. So the only thing left to do would be to take a test and find out. I was freaking out more and more so i called Molly. I told her to come to the bus immediately and that i would explain when she got here. I needed her right now.

   "Whats going on?" Molly asked immediately as she walked through the bus door. "I am about to tell you something huge because i am terrified." I said nervously. "Oh god what?" She asked. "There is a test on the bathroom vanity and i am so afraid to look at it." I admitted. "You think you're pregnant?" She asked, catching on right away. "I don't know, but I'm scared to look at it and i am so afraid of what Justin will think." I said with tears filling my eyes. "Do you want me to look at it?" Molly asked. "I just need you here for support." I said as i walked towards the bathroom again.
   I grabbed the test that was laying face down on the vanity and brought it out to the main living space of the bus. "Okay, deep breaths. You know i am always one step behind you no matter what." Molly said sweetly. I nodded my head yes, closed my eyes, took a few deep breaths before flipping the test over to check the results. I slowly opened my eyes and took it all in. I placed my hand over my mouth as tears dripped from my eyes. I looked at molly for a few seconds before saying... "there's no fucking way.". I broke down and she comforted me immediately. "Shhh, it's okay Belle. Everything will be okay! Are you going to tell Justin?" She asked. "I have to, but this could ruin everything." I said. "Right now it's you and him. Don't worry about the press, don't worry about anything or anyone but you, him and that baby." I hugged molly tightly and cried into her shoulder.

Justin's p.o.v

I opened the door of the bus slowly in case Isabelle was sleeping, i didn't want to wake her. I walked inside and closed the door behind me. To my surprise the lights were still on. "Hey baby." I heard Isabelle say and i turned around to see her walking towards me from the back room. She looked very cozy in one of my T-shirts and no pants. "Hey gorgeous." I said greeting her with a hug and a kiss on the forehead. We pulled away from the hug and thats when i saw her face in the light. I could tell she had been crying. "Are you okay? What's wrong?" I asked worried. She started tearing up again. "Justin..." she could barely say through her tears. "Baby, talk to me." I said as i lead us to the couch to sit down. "I have to tell you something and i don't know how you are going to take it." She said through her cries. "What is it?" I asked as i held her hand. She didn't say anything she just stood up, walked into the bathroom and came back out. "Babe, whats going on?" I asked nervously again. She grabbed my hand and placed a pregnancy test in it.

I was frozen. I stared at the two lines on the stick as my heart started pounding. "W-what is this?" I asked as i looked up at her. "I think you know what it is." She said wiping her tears as they continue to fall. "You're..." i started but couldn't finish my sentence and instead continued to laugh nervously. "Im pregnant Justin." She cried. I looked at her. "Fuck." I said as i stood up and paced around the room. "This is not good." I said to her. "Yeah, i know that." She said upset. "Fuck!" I shouted louder as i kicked over a chair.

Isabelle's p.o.v

I jumped as the chair hit the floor. "What are we going to do?" I asked. "I need some air." He said as he walked out of the bus door and slammed it behind him. I knew he wouldn't be happy but i didn't know he would act like this. I should go. Clearly he doesn't need me right now and doesn't even want to be around me so maybe i should just give him space. I grabbed my phone, put on some actual clothes and went for a walk. I slipped on some black leggings, a cream colored sweatshirt and my Tasman Uggs.

I put my airpods in as i just walked around the stadium enjoying the view of a new place. I put my sunglasses on hoping no one would recognize me because there were fans camping outside of the arena waiting to get up close for the second show tomorrow. Thats when i heard "is that Isabelle?" Someone screamed. "Oh my god it is!" Someone else screamed. I tried to walk away but they caught up to me. "Wait guys, let's give her some space." One girl said. "That was sweet. I can take a couple pictures but then i have to head back okay guys?" I tried to be nice about it. We all got into a big group and i took a couple pictures with them. "Thank you so much Isabelle!" Another fan said. "It was no problem, see you guys at the show tomorrow!" I said blowing them a kiss. "Tell Justin we love him!" A girl screamed from the back of the group. "You got it girly." I said smiling before i turned around to head back to the bus.

His fans were so sweet. Meeting them made me feel a little more comfortable about this pregnancy. Maybe they will accept us? Of course we will deal with the ones that wont but i think we can do it.

   I arrived back at the bus and to my surprise Justin was there. "Where did you go?" He asked. "I just went on a walk, I ran into some fans and took pictures with them." I explained. "Are you insane?" He yelled. "We just found out that you are pregnant, we can't risk people seeing you right now." He yelled again. "Justin what the fuck are you talking about? No one is going to know i am pregnant. If anything i am only a couple weeks. I am just as freaked out as you are, if i would have known you would react this way i would have just left and kept it to myself." I screamed at him, then walked back to our room and slammed the door.