Puff Pass Love| Lip Gallagher x Reader (SHAMELESS)

Drama

Lip pulled away looking at me with lust "We should uh keep going" he grabbed my hand as we walked along the side walk leaves surrounding us each crunch under my shoes was satisfying "So... how did you start smoking?" he asked sounding curious but making eye contact "Well since my mom passed my life already became rough, but I never got access to anything until I was 16... my friend gave me some but I don't know if it was real weed, it didn't get me high like the stuff I smoke now" he nodded seeming as if he was thinking something else "Do you... get horny for me?" he asked out of the blue. I raised my eyebrows "Y-Yeah" he smirked at me, squeezing my hand slightly as we went on.

A breeze swept passed us driving away the sweat forming on my nose, I no longer felt heat "Why do you smoke so much?" I giggled at the question it was kind of stupid but I decided to just answer "Why did you drink so much?" "Good point" he laughed it was a 50/50 chance he would take it wrong or not, I liked my odds. We walked at least 2 or 3 blocks before deciding to go home, it was dark out so all the things that happen at night were going to but we didn't stick around long enough to find out. Lip opened the door for me when we went in Carl was setting new sheets and blankets down on the couch after spraying it clean "Hey Y/N" he sounded disgusted by the smell of Frank "Hey Carl, how's it going... besides all that?" he smirked "It's going good for me and Lip I guess" I looked at both of them, my man was smiling.

Carl sat down at the edge of the sofa because Frank obviously soiled himself "How's it going for you though?" his voice deep "It's been great" I beamed "This one's a keeper Lip, she's happy with you... make it last" Lip rolled his eyes "Shut it Carl, you don't know what your talking about" "If you want the truth you always hear it from me bro" he shrugged ready to watch TV Lip sounded irritated now "Let's go Y/N" he grabbed my hand harshly guiding me up the stairs to his room he shut the door behind us again sitting next to me "You ok?" "Yeah just... my little brother pissed me off" "You handled it well" he shrugged looking away "My whole family doesn't have faith in me about our relationship, they know you're the good one but they make sure to bring up my past" I sighed wrapping my arm around his shoulder from the side "I'd be going through this too if I didn't cut off my family" I told him "I want to make this work, before was just... high school and college drama I want to actually have something... someone real" he kissed my arm feeling his chest heave "It'll be ok, we can prove them wrong" I kissed the side of his head "Yeah... your right" he smiled.

I sighed nuzzling his neck as we talked "There is something Carl was right about" he raised an eyebrow looking at me "Yeah, what?" I smiled "I am happy with you" he smiled back "I'm glad" he wrapped his arm around me "I never thought I could be happy again" I whimpered "Me neither... I'm always bad at dating, I just don't want it to happen this time" I nodded against him "Me too" he sighed "I don't think you're the problem Y/N, Carl told me directly not to fuck this up" I kept quiet for a second trying to think of what to say but nothing came to mind, I had no idea how this relationship was going to go and I was worried about it but didn't want to deter Lip from me. Silence filled the room for what felt like minutes, I grabbed one of my vapes taking a hit tasting the random flavor I get every week. Lip stayed quiet as he watched me breathe out "I um... I'm gonna go for a cigarette" he told me standing and walking out of the room awkwardly.

I sighed looking at the ground again it was quiet this time, until a knock came to the door "Hey is Lip here?" it was Debbie. I wasn't sure if I was ready to talk to her about anything since all the drama lately but she still came in the room "N-No he went to smoke" "Really? You guys already smoked in here" she said waving her face "I don't like the smell of cigarettes" I told her as she sat next to me "I get that, so I bet he told you what happened lately" I pressed my lips together nodding shyly "Yeah..." "Let me guess you don't support me either" she rolled her eyes bouncing as she spoke "I never said that" "So you do?" she sounded exited to hear my feedback "I didn't say that either" the look on her face seemed disappointed "Then what?" she had attitude "Look I know I'm just a 4 years older than you, I don't have any experience with this... I JUST became Lip's girlfriend so I really shouldn't have an opinion on this, but this decision is very important and can change your entire life" she sighed "I really want this baby, I know I lied about it to Fiona for a while but... I know I'm ready for this!" "Are you sure your ready? How do you know?" Debbie looked puzzled for a second.

It took a bit before she actually replied "I know I'll be great mother, there's nobody who could tell me otherwise!" she stood up storming out the room. Lip walked in looking confused about what just happened, as I explained he shook his head "A-Are you mad at me?" "You handled it well sweetie" he kissed me on the head smelling faint cigarette along with his musk "I'm glad you aren't mad" "Somebody needs to make that girl use common sense" he shrugged sitting next to me raising his arms about his laying down with his legs hanging over the bed he yawned "It's getting late..." I nodded not feeling as tired but I knew Lip had work in the morning. I sighed laying back beside him "I hope you have a good day at work baby" I whispered to him as his eyes fluttered shut and we drifted off to sleep.