Silently in love - Sanegiyuu

9 / Apology?

GIYUU POV
I woke up sweaty and hot. Then I realised I had fallen asleep again at the Butterfly Mansion. Nobody was around. Not even Kocho but I was glad. I didn't want to see her face after she exposed my secret..

I sat up. My ears returned to their normal, deafless state. I didn't have the pressing in on my ears like earlier. I only just realised Kanroji had left a Matcha tea for me on the nightstand, and now it was stone cold.. I felt bad for wasting it. But I finally had some alone time, so I got up, scavenged around for my haori, I nearly thought it was gone. I hugged it tightly before putting it on.
I was still in my demon slayer uniform but It was all dirty, so I went back to my estate and took it off and threw on a black yutaka and put my haori back on top of it. I never liked to take off my haori .

I was about to head out on a walk when It finally hit me- everyone knows i'm Deaf now. What if i saw them on my walk? They would question me. So I must have gotten distracted and walked through a random forest, one I'd never been in before.

Fucking great. Now I definitely can avoid everybody here. I'm lost.

The air was chilly so I clutched my haori tighter. I enjoyed looking at the moon and stars as I walked across.I was kinda hopeless to try and find my way back so I just kinda wondered around. It was just me and my thoughts...
My thoughts about Shinazugawa.
Why did he have to pick a fight with me? Now my head is messed up. I can't believe I wanted to tell him of me being deaf, if i told him and nobody else it could have been worse... And why did only Himejima intervene at the last second? Why didn't the other hashiras help me? It was so confusing, I didn't understand what had happened, all I remember was Shinazugawa pinning me to the ground while looking angry, and I didn't know what the other hashira were shouting. I then felt some sort of fatigue/dizziness and went into a daze after realising Shinazugawa was pulled back. I guess the lack of sleep is catching upto me.

Ugh, it's cold- Now i was really fucked. I somehow made my way to a cliff in the forest, I didn't know the Demon slayer Headquarters had this place. I might as well had accepted defeat and I just planted myself on the ground. 'Well, this is fucking great.'
I felt extremely tired and I wanted to collapse here...

Just then, I felt some footsteps vibrate in the ground. My sense of touch was stronger after being deaf for some time.I stood back up because I knew that the demons wondered around at night... But I doubt there would be demons here in the Slayer Headquarters. So what was it?

I then saw the figure approaching. Definitely not a demon. Tall, white haori, white hair and-

Fucking Shinazugawa? The last person I wanted to see. I backed away a little as he approached. What did he fucking want after fighting with me... He looked quite serious as he approached, but i couldn't back up more because I was near the edge of the cliff, so I instead stood my ground.
'It's ok, just see what this idiot wants and leave quickly' I thought.

"Tomioka." He said firmly. I gave him a nasty stare.
"Please listen, Tomioka, I didn't know you were deaf and i'm sorry about , yk, stuff."
----is this dude fucking serious? That's what he says to me?
"Is that a joke?" I said while staring at him. I was disgusted by the sight of him but I needed to look at him to read his lips.

"Tomioka look i'm sorry, I really mean it-"

"WELL SORRY DOESNT MAKE UP FOR EFERYTHING YOU DID. TREATED ME LIKE SHIT AND ONLY NOW CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDE WHEN YOU REALISE IM DEAF.?
--I didn't give a fuck if my voice was bad, I was just so fucking angry.

"WELL IM SORRY, I REALLY AM AND I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO! I KNOW IT WAS BAD BUT I MISUNDERSTOOD! PLEASE-"

"OH SHINAZUGAWA SHUT UP! EVEN AFTER I TRY TO BE FRIENDS WITH YOU , YOU TOSSED ME IN THE THE FLOOR , AND YOU TRY TO FUCKING BEAT ME UP. AND YOU CAN'T EVEN SAY A PROPER APOLOGY!"

"I'm.... really sorry."
-is he fucking SERIOUS right now? I was so tired of shouting I was going to fall asleep any moment, so I needed him to fucking go away.

"SHUT UP AND GO AWAY! I'LL NEVFER FORGIVE YOU!"

Maybe it worked? The fucker looked at me with shock and began to turn around.

Finally, he's gone.

Finally, I can... get some rest... and fall
asleep.