Silently in love - Sanegiyuu

21 / Waiting for you

more cringy angst ⚠️
there might be some spelling mistakes, i apologise!!! i only just realised. I have fixed some of them so hopefully the edits appear now.

SANEMI POV

Obanai and I were just enjoying time together like usual, but I was worried about Giyuu. What would he think if he knew I chose Obanai over him?

"Hello? Are you listening?" I finally heard Obanai.

"Oh um yeah"

"Well? What do you think? Should I give Kanroji a pink hair clip for her birthday or a green?"

"I have no idea about girls man."

"Well, I don't know either?! I got to impress her. Green would match her socks, but pink seems better........."

//I wondered how Obanai Realisied he liked Kanroji, I mean, When Kanae was here, I thought I felt something. And I don't stop thinking about her. But was it anything romantic? What is this feeling i felt back then? Was it the same that I feel now?

/hours passed and the dude doesn't stop talking about That girl , But i remembered I had a mission.

GIYUU POV
I thought Sanemi was going to come back after the meeting? Whatever... it's not like I wanted to see him. But now i'm lonely as usual. I guess I'll just go for a walk, so i got my haori as usual and locked my estate and went toward Muichiro's house. Maybe he's home.

As I got closer I knocked on the door. Luckily he was home! I got excited when he opened the door.

"Nii-chan! It's you! Come in." His lips moved something like that. Luckily he remembers me.

"So, your amnesia is better?" I asked.
"I think so, It's hard to tell. " I saw him say.
"Hav yu seen Shinazugawa?" Why did I ask that?

"Well... let me think, I remember the Hashira meeting he came late and Got asked to go on a mission by Master. "

"When is his mission?" I was excited because maybe that's why he hasn't come to see me!

"Tonight."

--Oh, that is soon, why didn't he come and see me before? I mean I waited for 6 hours. It was now nearly night.

"What about after the Meeting?" I asked.

"Well... he was hanging out with Iguro-san.. Anyway, how are you doing Giyuu? If i recall, you should have recovered your injury." Mui said. I had forgotten about that, but that means I have to see Kocho again otherwise when I return to Hashira Meetings she'll be bugging me.

"Um, Im ok now, thanks." I replied.

I only thought about Shinazugawa, I was upset .

--Later--

SANEMI POV

The mission wasn't that bad. But nobody is home in Giyuu's estate. Now i've fucking lost him... Where would he be? He only talks to 2 other Hashira, and Kanroji is out. So that leaves Tokito.

When I arrived at Tokito's estate he looked confused.

"Why did you come here after your mission?" He asked me.
"Im looking for Tomioka."

"Ah! He just left actually. He's probably at his estate now."

-- I knew it.. He had gone to Tokito's...

"Alright, Thanks Tokito. See you tomorrow."

"Of course."

Great, now I have to deal with Tomioka. I didn't see him all day and he will probably be angry...

I walked back to his Estate and swinged the door open. He's so stupid, leaving it unlocked all the time. He was standing right in the hallway.

"Giyuu, I'm so sorry, I had a mission."

"Oh. What about befor the mission?"

"Well- I,..."

"Alright, I'm glad you have fun with Obanai." He was upset clearly.

"Im-"

He just started walking away? I followed him to the bedroom where he walked. I turned him around.

"Giyuu! I'm sorry! I wanted to come and see how, how you were doing but I couldn't disappoint Obanai."

"No no, It's good really."

"It's not FUCKING good Giyuu- you're literally crying! And it's all my fault.."

"Go home.."

"Giyuu-"

"I SAID GO HOME!"
he pulled my hand away , i forgot it was on his shoulder.

"Don't be like THAT! I REALLY FEEL BAD ABOUT LEAVINNG YOU! REALLY! I DIDNT HAVE A GOOD TIME AT ALL?"

"THEN WHY DONT YOU LEAVE? I WAITED 6 HOURS FOR YOU! I THOUGHT U WOULD COME BACK! IF YOU DIDNT HAVE GOOD TIME, LEAVE!"

"I CANT JUST LEAVE MY BESTFRIEND! HE'D BE ANGRY AT ME!"

"HE ISNT GOING TO HATE YOU IF YOU CANT HANGOUT! AT LEAST HE LIKES YOU! I WANTED TO BE HIS FRIEND TOO!"

"WELL MAYBE, IF YOU ACTUALLY TRIED TO EXPLAIN YOUR DEAF SITUATION TO US, WE'D TALK MORE!"

"I SHOULD'NT HAVE TO TELL PEOPLE A SOB STORY TO BE ACTUALLY LIKED! EVERYONE TREAT ME DIFFERENT AFTER THEY KNEW THAT!"

"I- I DONT MEAN THAT! YOU JUST SIT IN THE CORNER OF EVERY HASHIRA MEETING AND DONT TRY TO TALK TO ANYONE! "

"I- I TRIED. AND EVERYONE HATE ME! IM DIFFERENT FROM YOU! I CANT MAKE FRIENDS LIKE YOU! IM NOT YOU!"

"I'm not SAYING TO BE LIKE ME! THATS NOR THE POINT?"

"THEN WHAT IS?" ....

-- That expression on Giyuu's face told me everything. I fucked up badly.

"I- I really wanted to see you. I really hoped yu'd come back to see me..." He said with tears splashing on the floor.

"Get.. get out of my house." He said angrily.
He walked into the bedroom
"GIYUU!"
--and slammed the door.

I fucked up YET AGAIN.