Rough Diamond ~ 8 BTS Members

💜Chapter Ten💜

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The past few weeks were hard, she struggled to look after her sisters when they were all home while managing life as a debuted K-pop idol.

And when Ji-a was in the hospital, it was even harder, she would have to find time in her busy schedule to visit Ji-a frequently, she would have to find time in between training, studies and looking after Soo-Min and Min-Seo.

Min-Seo was becoming quite the handful, she was starting to walk and could already crawl, she was teething, she would wake up in the middle of the night just to cry about how painful her teeth were.

Her studies were difficult, since her first language was Chinese, she was still learning Korean while continuing to learn English.

Her English tutor had quit so Namjoon was teaching her English.

She had a Korean tutor who's first language was Chinese as well, so it made things a hundred times easier.

She was still studying and learning everything in her books even though they hadn't gotten her into a school yet.

She was beginning to trust BTS, everyone apart from Ga-in, Ga-in was just there.

She was slowly getting closer to BTS, she was slowly starting to trust them, Jisoo had become like her therapist, and she was slowly learning to trust BTS and wasn't nervous or anxious around the anymore when she wasn't on her anxiety medication.

So much had changed, not too long ago she was on the streets after being raped and abused for seven years straight and now, she was a K-pop idol, with the support of BTS and ARMY, her mental health was slowly improving, her sisters could see the difference and were delighted for her but no one else knew her long enough to see the real change.

No one else knew her in her darkest times, her depressed times but she was still depressed, still on the brink of insanity, she knew full well she was depressed, from self-harm to self-blame and even an attempt of suicide.

She had tried to kill herself.

But Soo-Min found her.

Soo-Min didn't let her be put out of her misery, wouldn't let her be happy in heaven instead, she was still there, on earth, in hell.

"Hey muffin." Jin said as he came in, he roughly petted Bear before sitting down on the bed.

"Hey Oppa, I need help." She said.

"What with?" Jin asked as he sat down beside her.

"How do I do number 15?" she asked as she pointed to the math equation.

Jin explained it to her patiently, showing her how to do it.

She got distracted, zoning out, she hadn't taken her ADHD medication that day, so she had been struggling to stay concentrated all day.

"Y/n?" Jin asked as he playfully shook her shoulders.

"Sorry, what?" she laughed.

"I think that's enough for today." Jin said as he closed her books.

"Y/n, Jin Hyung, we're going out to eat, are you coming?" J-hope asked as he opened the door.

He had said it in Korean, she thought about it, not too sure she had translated it right.

"They're going to a restaurant and want us to go." Jin said in Chinese, Mandrin specifically, putting her out of her misery of translating.

"Yeah, I want to go." She said in Korean.

Her sisters' first languages were Korean but hers was Chinese so whenever she was talking to her sisters, she spoke Korean.

"Okay, we're leaving in five minutes." Hoseok said and closed the door as he left.