Sorry about the long wait, my exams have just finished so I have come to you with a short chapter since it might be a while until the next update.
The next few days were exhausting.
I was supposed to keep activity on social media and V live up even though I was on hiatus and also had to take care of Minji.
Minji was smaller than she was supposed to since she was premature, she struggled to stay awake during feeding since she was so small.
Minji had developed quickly and that lead to one of the complications, however, not only was she smaller than if she was born closer to the due date, but she had a really weak immune system.
She also struggled to keep body heat, so she was constantly cold if she wasn't wrapped in a blanket.
Minji couldn't see colour either because she's premature and in that case, there was a chance she'd see colour when she grew up or, she could've gotten monochromia from me, and in that case, she might never see colour if contact lenses didn't work on her.
I was sat on my bed, trying to get Minji to fall asleep which deemed harder than usual.
The boys would be training until 10, half 10, and it was currently 8pm.
A tear of frustration slipped out of my eye.
Why wouldn't she sleep?
Why was I so bad at this?
At being a mother?
But I couldn't be.
It would cost Minji her life if I couldn't even put her to sleep.
Suddenly, the doorbell went.
I got up, Minji wrapped in a blanket in my left arm as I unlocked the door with my right.
"Hey Shorty." Jackson said as I let him in. "How're you feeling?"
"Exhausted." I admitted. "I can't even put her to sleep."
"Maybe," he said as he sat down. "You just need to take care of yourself first."
"Have you eaten yet?" he asked me.
"No, I haven't had time." I admitted. "Haven't have time to shower either."
"How about I make you dinner and then you have a shower and go to sleep, and I'll stay here and take care of Minji?" he suggested.
"Okay." I sighed reluctantly.
"Ma Ma, Poh Poh, Yeh Yeh, Ngoi Gung and Ba ba booked the first flight they could when they saw your social media and Big Hit's announcement." Jackson admitted. "They're staying with me and want to see you and Minji. I'll bring them over soon."
I nodded at that, Jackson, went into the kitchen to cook and I took out my phone to see a text.
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BTS GROUPCHAT
Rap Monster: yn
Rap Monster: r u ok?
YN: yeah
YN: Jackson came over
JUNGKOOK: I like that guy
YN: he said my family would be coming over soon
YN: I warn u
YN: they're a lot
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"Here." Jackson said as he held out a hot bowl of kimchi fried rice with an egg on top.
"Thanks." I said as I took the bowl and Jackson took Minji in return.
He gave me chopsticks and went into the bedroom where all 9 of us slept to try put Minji to sleep.
I smiled as I took a mouthful of the steaming hot rice, it heated my cold body as I swallowed it, the heat trailing all the way to my stomach.
Not realising how hungry I was, I finished the rice quickly.
With a satisfied smile, I padded off to the kitchen to wash my plate, my socks making barely any noise as I ran across the cold tiles.
I turned on the water at the sink, I quickly washed the bowl since we had no dishwasher.
I wiped the warm water onto my leggings as I left the bowl on the draining board.
The crying coming from the bedroom was starting to die down and I went in to check on them.
"I don't know how you do it." Jackson said in a low voice, attempting not to wake Minji who had just fallen asleep.
"Neither do I." I admitted.
"Are you having a shower now?" he asked as we left the bedroom and went into the living room.
"Yeah, I definitely need one." I said.
"Okay, you have your shower, and I'll clean up." He suggested.
"No, it's fine, you've already done plenty." I argued.
"You're postpartum at 16, I think you need help." He protested. "Go on, go have your shower, I'll clean up. You deserve it."
Seeing he wasn't going to budge, I sighed reluctantly.
"Go." He said gently and I nodded with a sheepish smile.
I went into the bedroom first, quietly gathering my clothes before padding quietly into the bathroom in attempt not to wake Minji.
I turned onto the shower, letting it warm as I took off my clothes, leaving them on the ground as I stepped into the shower once the water had warmed.
I let the hot beams engulf me, let it drown the anxiety, washing it away as I swept my soaked hair back and it stuck to the top of my head.
I let the water wash away my worries and tears I hadn't let myself cry as I massaged the bubbly shampoo into my head.
Once I finished in the shower and changed into fresh clothes, I went back into the living room where Jackson sat on the sofa awaiting me.
The laundry was neatly folded and left in small piles on the coffee table, the kitchen was spotless, and he had even put on a wash in the washing machine.
"Jackson," I said with a grateful smile. "You didn't have to do that."
"I wanted to." He said as he accepted my hug.
"Thanks." I said as I let go of the hug.
"You should sleep, hm?" Jackson said as we sat down. "You need it. You deserve it."
I'm sort of stuck of a plot and where to bring the story so any ideas would be highly appreciated. I just finished my November exams and I may or may not have failed English (it's my first language)
💜Are there any moments (fictional or that happened) you want me to include?
💜Any ideas for what could happen next?
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