Rough Diamond ~ 8 BTS Members

💜Chapter Twelve💜

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I wrote like 4 more chapters on Word but it didn't save😭😭😭

Her, Jisoo, Namjoon, Yoongi, Jin, Jimin, Taehyung, Jungkook and Hoseok Oppa carried the casket.

As Ji-a wanted, Ji-a was being buried beside Eomma.

It pained her to see Eomma's grave and pained her even more to see Ji-a's casket being lowered into the hole in the ground.

Soo-Min cried into her as the funeral progressed, she was silently crying herself and Min-Seo was holding her hand.

Different people took their turns to do a reading or say a speech, it was such a simple action, they were just saying words written on a page, but those words meant so much to her, even being there, meant the world.

People being there to support her and show their gratitude and sadness, people taking time out of their day to pay respect to Ji-a.

Ji-a hadn't deserved to die so young; her biggest regret was not noticing the symptoms sooner.

If she had, Ji-a wouldn't have died, they had even done an entire chapter on liver cancer in school, and she still failed to realise.

Finally, it was her turn to speak, as she spoke, her voice hitched as tears slowly slipped down her cheeks.

She watched as Ji-a's casket was slowly covered in dirt, each thud of the dirt being dumped onto the casket made her heart heavier and heavier.

Made the guilt and regret so much stronger, the sadness was endless just like the tears that slipped down her cheeks.

Why hadn't she noticed sooner?

Because of her, Ji-a had died.

She was too busy with herself that she failed to see her sister's fatal sickness.

And every action has a consequence even if it wasn't hers.

And this time, it wasn't just an 'I'm sorry, it won't happen again' that mistake was a permanent mistake, a once in a lifetime, a mistake that can't be made twice.

A mistake she'd regret making for the rest of her life.

A mistake that would haunt her, remind her about what she had done every time she was making a decision.

A mistake that she would give anything to fix, even her life.

She glanced at Eomma's grave, she lost two people to cancer now; her Eomma and her sister, who would be next? Who would have to die because of her selfishness, because she failed to notice what was wrong?

"Goodbye Ji-a." Soo-Min whispered as her, Soo-Min and Min-Seo walked up to Ji-a's grave, she set the red roses down onto Ji-a's grave.

'Dead people receive more flowers than livings ones because regret is stronger than gratitude' -Anne Frank.

The quote made sense.

And sadly, it was true.

They stepped back, it broke her heart into a million pieces to see Ji-a's grave, to know that she would never see Ji-a until she was dead, even then she knew Ji-a would be in heaven while she would be in hell.

She would forever be in Ji-a's debt, it was because of Ji-a she decided to go on the show, competition, audition thing, if it weren't for Ji-a, she wouldn't have gone.

If it weren't for Ji-a she wouldn't be a K-pop idol.

She wouldn't have achieved her dreams.

Instead, she would be dead from starvation.