𝐁𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐁𝐲 𝐅𝐚𝐭𝐞 // Enhypen Heeseung [18+] (✓)

42: Complicated Emotions

As we lay so close together, Heeseung said with a serious expression. "I don't want to leave; I want to stay in your room," he said softly.

My gaze met his, and I asked, "What would be wrong with that?"

Heeseung hesitated for a moment, and his previous playful and happy demeanor shifted to something more solemn. "I'm a bit scared," he confessed.

I looked at him, confused and concerned. "What are you scared of, Heeseung?"

"Chloe, can we talk?" he asked, his voice tinged with an earnest seriousness that made my heart ache.

"Of course, Heeseung. What's on your mind?" I replied, my voice filled with concern.

He took a deep breath before continuing. "Do you remember when we talked about relationships and being a K-pop idol? How complicated it can be?"

I nodded, my curiosity piqued. I listened intently, eager to understand where this conversation was heading.

Heeseung's voice grew softer, filled with a mix of vulnerability and uncertainty. "Over the past few months, I've developed feelings for someone. It's been... intense and confusing. I'm afraid that if these feelings become known, it could ruin our friendship and the closeness we've built. There's also the fear of how the other members and the management might react."

He looked at me with a mix of apprehension and longing, his eyes searching mine for understanding and reassurance. The weight of his confession hung in the air, and I could sense the depth of his inner conflict. His vulnerability made my heart ache, as I realized the difficulty of his situation.

As Heeseung continued to speak, I couldn't help but feel a pang of unease. His confession about developing feelings for someone made me wonder—was he talking about someone else?

The thought crept into my mind, unbidden but persistent. I tried to push it aside, focusing on supporting him, but it was there, lingering at the edges of my consciousness. Was it possible that the feelings he was talking about were directed toward someone else entirely? The idea made my heart flutter uncomfortably, even though I tried to stay calm and composed.

I listened intently as he spoke about his fears and concerns, but my thoughts kept drifting back to the possibility of him having feelings for someone else. If he was worried about how it would be perceived by the other members and the management, did that mean his feelings were directed toward someone within their circle? The notion was both intriguing and unsettling.

Trying to keep my emotions in check, I focused on his words. Heeseung's vulnerability and honesty were touching, and I wanted to be there for him no matter what. But the underlying question remained—was he grappling with feelings for someone who wasn't me?

I looked at him, feeling a mix of concern and confusion. "Heeseung, if you're comfortable, can you tell me more about what you're feeling? I want to understand and support you as best as I can."

He hesitated for a moment, his gaze dropping to the floor before meeting mine again. "It's just... complicated. The feelings I've developed are intense, and I'm worried about how everything might change if they come to light. I don't want to jeopardize what we have or cause any unnecessary complications."

His words echoed with a sense of fear and uncertainty. The idea that his feelings might be for someone else, someone who could impact his life and career in significant ways, added an extra layer of complexity to the situation.

I nodded, trying to offer a reassuring smile despite the swirl of emotions inside me. "I understand, Heeseung. Whatever you're feeling, it's important to address it openly. I'm here for you, and we'll figure things out together."

His eyes softened with gratitude, and for a moment, the weight of the conversation seemed to lighten. But the lingering thought of him possibly having feelings for someone else stayed with me, casting a shadow over the warmth and support I wanted to provide. As we continued our conversation, I focused on being present and supportive, even as I grappled with my own internal uncertainties.

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