𝐁𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐁𝐲 𝐅𝐚𝐭𝐞 // Enhypen Heeseung [18+] (✓)

57: Friendships and Feelings

I took a deep breath, gathering my thoughts as I sat across from Jungwon. The room was quiet, with the only sound being the distant hum of the hotel's air conditioning. My fingers fidgeted nervously in my lap, a habit I had whenever discussing something particularly important.

"Well," I began, my gaze fixed on the floor, "both Jake and Heeseung have... confessed their feelings to me."

Jungwon's eyes were focused on me, but I couldn't meet his gaze. I was acutely aware of the weight of my words and the potential impact they could have on everyone involved. The carpet beneath me seemed to hold all my anxieties, its intricate patterns a strange comfort.

"Jake told me that he likes me," I continued, my voice barely above a whisper. "He's been really sweet and attentive, and it's clear that he has genuine feelings for me. But... I see him more as a friend. I care about him, but it's purely on a platonic level for me."

I could sense Jungwon processing my words, his expression a mix of concern and contemplation. I felt a pang of guilt as I thought about Jake's sincerity and how my feelings didn't align with his hopes.

"And Heeseung?" Jungwon asked gently, his tone encouraging but careful.

I took a moment to steady my thoughts, knowing that discussing Heeseung was more complex. "Heeseung... Heeseung has also shared his feelings. It's been... confusing. There's a lot of unspoken tension between us. I can feel how much he cares, even if he doesn't always express it directly. It's complicated."

I glanced up briefly, catching Jungwon's empathetic gaze before quickly looking back down. My hands twisted and turned together, a nervous habit that I couldn't seem to shake.

"It's really confusing," I admitted, my voice barely steady. "I care about both of them, but I don't want to hurt anyone. I'm not sure how to navigate this situation without causing more problems."

Jungwon leaned forward slightly, his face showing a genuine concern. "It sounds like a very challenging situation. It's clear that you're trying to handle things with care, which is important."

I nodded, feeling a mix of relief and lingering anxiety. "I just didn't want to cause any issues within the group. I hope this doesn't create any more tension."

Jungwon's gaze softened, and he gave a reassuring nod. "We appreciate your honesty, Chloe. It helps us understand the dynamics better. As long as you're open about your feelings and intentions, we can work through this together. It's important to address these things openly to avoid misunderstandings."

I managed a small, grateful smile. "Thank you, Jungwon. I really appreciate your support and understanding. It's been a bit overwhelming trying to balance everything."

He stood up, his demeanor calm and supportive. "If you need anything or if there's more you want to discuss, don't hesitate to reach out. We're all in this together. Just remember, it's okay to set boundaries and communicate clearly. Remember, the topic could affect the entire group. Be careful!"

As Jungwon left the room, I was left alone with my thoughts. The weight of the conversation was still heavy on my shoulders, but there was also a sense of relief that I'd been able to express my feelings honestly. The understanding and support from Jungwon were reassuring, and I hoped it would help ease the tensions within the group.

The room, now quiet, felt more like a sanctuary. I reflected on our conversation, feeling a mixture of relief and lingering apprehension. It was clear that navigating these relationships would require careful consideration, but having someone like Jungwon to talk to made the journey seem a little less daunting.

Tomorrow, I decided, was the day to have a heart-to-heart with Jake. It was clear that his feelings for me were sincere, and it was only fair that I address them directly. I needed to be honest about how I felt and how I saw our relationship moving forward.

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