𝐁𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐔𝐬

18

Ayanna Laniya Smith

My therapy session isn't even going as bad as I thought it would. Ive been here for about 45 minutes.But I really can't focus.

"So your telling me the reason your acting like this is because of a girl?" Ms. Parker asked me.

I gave her a look. Because that tone sounded a bit judgmental."Oh no Im not judging Im just asking." She said.

I shifted in my seat, I know shes my therapist but i don't know if i should tell her everything."Yeah it is." I said playing with my fingers.
"Well are you comfortable with telling me what happened? if not we can move on." She said.

I gave her a small genuine smile."Thanks, so basically theres this girl named Kamari.." I told her the full story after about 5 minutes and she looked speechless.

"What?" I asked her." What do you mean what? That girl put you through shit and never even gave you a correct apology. And aside from that what she did was hella messed up." Ms. Parker said sounding a bit irritated.

I looked down at my hands again. She was right she never gave me a correct apology. And now I just look dumb. But  in the back of my mind i still feel like me and Kamari could somehow get back together.

I might be delusional but everything happens for a reason maybe it's just a test so we can come back stronger yk?

But she did say that we can't be together. Shit I don't even know why im thinking about this when it's already over.

"Ayanna? My love are you okay?" Ms. Parker said resting her hand on mine. Why does she keep doing that?, I thought to myself.

I looked into her eyes seeing a little sparkle. I moved my eyes to her lips and she swiftly shifted her eyes away from me."Why do you keep doing that?" I asked her noticing how close we actually were, I backed up a little bit.

"What do you mean?" She asked. I looked down at her hand and she quickly removed it."Oh I-Im so sorry If i made you uncomfortable Im just a really touchy person but i'll stop I promise." She quickly looked away out of embarrassment. I lightly smiled."You know, Your cute when your nervous." I said.

She quickly looked at me."Nervous? Girl please aint nobody nervous I just didn't wanna make you uncomfortable, that's all." She said. I can tell she's lying ,I examined her body language and she's clearly nervous.

Its all in the face she wont even look at me for more than 2 seconds. And im pretty sure if your a Therapist you can last longer than that."I know your nervous Ms. P its okay, and I don't mind if your touchy wit me Im comfortable with you." I said softly tilting my head giving her a reassuring smile.

She loosened up and gave me a smile back."That's good to know but your session is about done." She said.
I slightly frowned because I actually tolerate her presence. But oh well."Damn whens my next session?" I asked looking up at her." You excited to see me again already??"

She said getting cocky. I let out a small laugh"Can you just tell me please." I said softly."Monday at 3." she said reading from her clip board. I put my phone in my pocket and walked closer to the door. Imani grabbed my arm before I could reach the door."Your not gonna give me a hug goodbye or nothing." she said crossing her arms with her tiny self. Im 5'8 so she's really on the short side.

"Mb ma cmere." I said pulling her into a hug. I wrapped my arms around her waist and gave her a hug.It was just a normal hug since I didn't want her to be uncomfortable and all. After a couple seconds I let go since i was really supposed to be leaving."Ay you can't call me that."

She said. And I knew what she was referring to."Alright my love wtv you want.But I gotta go." I said putting my hands up in defeat giving her a small smile on my way out the door.
I was all smiles and I think my mom noticed."So im guessing it went well?" she asked."It was good,shes a pretty good therapist." I said bluntly. I cant let anyone know how i feel. "Well thats good Im going out with my girls tonight so you'll have to be home by yourself, alright??" She asked me.

I nodded yes as she was driving back home. I felt my phone vibrate and its a text from...
Kamari? Bro the timing is so off its not even funny.

Kamari-Hey
Ayanna-hey

Kamari-So I thought about what I said the other day and I miss you and I wanna be with you.

Ayanna-Mari Im not doing this with you.

Thats the last thing i said before locking my phone. I don't need her to ruin my vibe right now.

I got home and went straight to my bed to take a nap. Today drained me😞.

My mom told me she's leaving the house so ill be here alone.
I fell asleep not too long after getting in my bed.

Kamari's Pov

I feel like shit right now. I know what I did was wrong but now i have no one.
I don't like being taken advantage of.
And now Ayanna wont even give me a second chance. I don't understand why she was practically begging me for us to get back together the other day. Now all of a sudden she doesn't wanna deal with me??

Even after what I did I still care for her. Nobody better be messing with my lil shit.

I got up and put my slides on and grabbed my keys walking downstairs.
"Ill be back soon Mom." I told her as I was walking out the door.
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Authors note:
Hey yall ive been gone forever ik but im gonna try to update twice a week or sum. But are we team Ayanna and Imani or Ayanna and Kamari??😩😩
Btw I didn't proofread