Haikyuu Text Messages pt. 3

73. Sakuatsu

Main pairing: Past Sakusa Kiyoomi x Miya Atsumu

Other pairing(s): None

Genre: Angst

Warnings: None

Time: Post-timeskip

Notes: Half-french Sakusa // GUYS YOU'LL NEVER GUESS WHAT. THE LETTER IS ACTUALLY ONE I WROTE FOR MY EX !!! YAY SO FUN 💥💥

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*In Sakusa and Atsumu's private messages*

Sakusa: im going to write something

Sakusa: please dont show it to other ppl or make tm fun of me

Atsumu: hey

Atsumu: yeah ofc

Atsumu: is everything okay?

Sakusa: i just need to get smth off my chest

Sakusa: it was supposed to be a letter but i dont think i'll ever see you again

Sakusa: so this is how we're going to do it

Atsumu: a letter?

Sakusa: yeah

Sakusa: now shut up and listen

Atsumu: okay :)

Sakusa: mon coeur,

Sakusa: the moments i've spent with you are always ones that are cherished and valued greatly. thank you for letting me get to know you, the true you, for as long as you have. these are the words that are constantly stuck down my throat. hopefully, this way, i can finally swallow them whole. this is my final confession to you, one that's hopefully better than the one i gave last year today. joyeux anniversaire mon amour. i know you probably don't reciprocate and that's alright i promise. i was just feeling nostalgic, i suppose.

Sakusa: you were (are) the greatest thing that's ever happened to me and i cannot thank you enough for how you've changed my life. if, after my what i could only describe as an abhorrent declaration, you still want to be close to me, i would love to have you on my side.

Atsumu: always. i will always be by your side kiyoomi.

Sakusa: you are ethereal. everything about you feels so unreal that sometimes i cant believe i've ever had the pleasure of meeting you. by no means am i disregarding you as a person or trying to classify you as perfect by saying this. i'm only putting forth that i love you, not despite, but with all your flaws and imperfections. they are, in essence, what makes you human.

Sakusa: i am aware this is probably the sappiest i've ever been, but let me cherish the moment and do try not to make too much fun of me please.

Sakusa: you feel like rain. not like those thunderstorms that damage the trees and hurt the environment. the one that splatters the raindrops delicately against the windows, the one that sounds like a ballad to dance to. you smell like cinnamon and cookies that are baked with love, books read near a crackling fireplace during an especially cold night. you feel like warmth in the middle of winter, like the sun gently peeking through the trees, caressing your face with a smile that is dazzling with what can only be stardust. what i'm getting at is, you make me feel safe. thank you.

Sakusa: you once told me that it was never a waste of time if it was me, and hopefully you agree with your past self on that one.

Sakusa: thank you for everything.

Sakusa: unbearably yours, kiyoomi.

Atsumu: shit im crying

Atsumu: i cant

Atsumu: thank you for this

Sakusa: sorry if its too sappy

Atsumu: no not at all

Atsumu: thank you

Sakusa: de rien.

Sakusa: tu sais, je ne pense pas que je cesserai un jour de t'aimer

Sakusa: tu es dans mon coeur, tethered to it more like.

Sakusa: im sorry i wasnt what you wanted.

Sakusa: i love you

Sakusa: have a good life.

Sakusa: and im sorry for this but its what i need to move on

*Sakusa blocked Atsumu*

Atsumu: i love you too

Atsumu: i never meant for any of this to happen

Atsumu: im sorry.