86. MSBY 4

59 4 4
                                    

Main pairing: (Bokuto Koutarou & Sakusa Kiyoomi) & Hinata Shoyou & Miya Atsumu

Other pairing(s): Future implied Sakuatsu (Sakusa Kiyoomi x Miya Atsumu) 

Genre: Crack (+Fluff // Hurt/Comfort)

Warnings: Implied/Referenced past self-harm ‼️‼️ guys this one's an important tw don't miss it and get triggered halfway through pls !! [i did. i got triggered by my own story.]

Time: Post-timeskip

Notes: Platonic Bokusaku is precious to me, and I will exploit it any chance I get. 

*MSBY 4 (the ones that drive meian crazy)*

*Participants: Hinata, Sakusa, Atsumu, Bokuto*

Bokuto: heyyyyy

Hinata: heyyy bo-san !!!!

Sakusa: whats up bo

Bokuto: movie night?

Bokuto: at atsumu's?

Atsumu: HEY WHY IS IT AT MINE YOU SUGGESTED IT

Bokuto: bcs you responded last :DD

Atsumu: youre evil

Atsumu: i still think it should be at urs

Sakusa: yh same

Bokuto: bad day?

Sakusa: yeah :I

Bokuto: okay then at mine it is :))

Sakusa: ty

Sakusa: <3

Bokuto: love you too kiyo

Hinata: WOAH WOAH WOAH

Hinata: WHAT WAS THAT

Hinata: if you dont mind us asking ofc

Sakusa: nah its fine

Sakusa: i had a bad day bcs of my ocd and mysophobia so id prefer being in my comfort person's place rather than my cru-

Sakusa: teammate's

Sakusa: shit that sounds a bit mean

Sakusa: sorry tsumu didnt mean it like that

Sakusa: i mean its not like i dont like you but its rather because i havent been to your place a lot so its still not a completely safe space for me ?? and i dont mean this in a way implying that your place is messy or dirty at all i know how kempt you keep your place its just that i will have a breakdown if one more thing goes wrong today and i cant do that because if i do i feel like i'll. well it doesnt really matter why but yeah.

Atsumu: omi thats completely fine i know how hard it is for you and im proud of you for trying <3 thank you for communicating this instead of shutting in on yourself and try to bare through it.

Sakusa: thank you that means a lot :)

Hinata: gay

Hinata: shit that was meant for bo-san

Bokuto: kiyo can we talk for a sec

Sakusa: shit what

Sakusa: whatd i do

Bokuto: nothing sweetheart i promise

Hinata: see this is what i was talking about !!!!

Hinata: how are you two this close ????

Hinata: are you guys dating ????

Sakusa: EW

Bokuto: hey now.

Bokuto: lets not give a visceral reaction to dating me im a dateable guy.

Bokuto: NOT BY YOU OBVIOUSLY

Bokuto: OKAY I JUST IMAGINED IT 

Bokuto: THATS FUCKING DISGUSTING EW OKAY I SEE YOUR POINT NOW

Sakusa: hes like an older brother to me hinata

Bokuto: yeah we were roommates in college

Bokuto: so we're pretty close now :D

Sakusa: yup :)

Hinata: OHHHHHHH OKAY

Atsumu: OHHHH OKAY THAT MAKES SENSE

Sakusa: WHAT WERE YOU GUYS THINKING ALL THIS TIME

Atsumu: IDK 😭

Hinata: YEAH IDIOT HERE WAS CRYING OVER-

Atsumu: SHO

Hinata: oopsies

Sakusa: what was that

Bokuto: kiyo, a word :)

Bokuto: @Atsumu not ab that you dont have to worry

Atsumu: HOW DO YOU KNOW

Bokuto: youre not subtle at all <3

Atsumu: shit damnit

*In Bokuto and Sakusa's private messages* 

Sakusa: whatd i do :((

Bokuto: i j wanted to check up on u darling

Bokuto: "its just that i will have a breakdown if one more thing goes wrong today and i cant do that because if i do i feel like i'll. well it doesnt really matter why but yeah."

Bokuto: about this specifically

Sakusa: i

Bokuto: do you want me to come over

Sakusa: i think

Sakusa: it might be best if im not alone rn

Sakusa: i mean its not like ill do it but i feel like-

Sakusa: fuck idk

Sakusa: the urges are there

Sakusa: not like they ever leave but theyre here more often now and i dont want to fall back into that i really dont want to but its becoming harder and harder and bo im scared

Bokuto: shhhh sweetheart its okay

Bokuto: we all have setbacks and relapses

Bokuto: its a part of our healing process :)

Bokuto: but youre getting better and youre so much better now <3

Bokuto: im so proud of you for leaving that behind i know how hard it is to do that

Bokuto: ill always be by your side, always.

Bokuto: im omw now

Bokuto: hang in there a little bit longer then you can cry in my arms, yeah?

Sakusa: yeah :)

Sakusa: i dont deserve you, thank you for everything

Bokuto: you deserve the world, im glad i can give you a tiny part of it :)

Sakusa: <3

Bokuto: <3 

Haikyuu Text Messages pt. 3Where stories live. Discover now