Daily Thoughts

Confused

I know that nobody is afraid of losing me.

I've lost a lot of people that were so close to me.....

And everybody now is telling me to be strong and don't let them destroy me.

But at least,

I can't.

I tried to move on like everybody told me. But that wasn't that easy. I feel like those who told me that, never experienced losing someone so close to you.

Maybe one, I'll have that happy ending that I've always dreamt of..?

Because..... I've met a lot of people but nobody felt like you,

And I never wanted to lose you,

And I was soo afraid of losing you,

But now you're gone with no explanation.....

So now, when I feel lonely, I just lie on my bed, and start remember all the good moments that we've spent. Even if I know that you forgot about me forever. And you don't want me in your life. But to be honest, we've spent a lot of beautiful moments that I'll never forget.

So ,

Do I have to move on and try to forget about what happened...?

Or,

I just keep waiting,

Maybe one day you'll come back and we'll be like we were,

Friends and lovers...?

....

" I'm confused....."