I know that nobody is afraid of losing me.
I've lost a lot of people that were so close to me.....
And everybody now is telling me to be strong and don't let them destroy me.
But at least,
I can't.
I tried to move on like everybody told me. But that wasn't that easy. I feel like those who told me that, never experienced losing someone so close to you.
Maybe one, I'll have that happy ending that I've always dreamt of..?
Because..... I've met a lot of people but nobody felt like you,
And I never wanted to lose you,
And I was soo afraid of losing you,
But now you're gone with no explanation.....
So now, when I feel lonely, I just lie on my bed, and start remember all the good moments that we've spent. Even if I know that you forgot about me forever. And you don't want me in your life. But to be honest, we've spent a lot of beautiful moments that I'll never forget.
So ,
Do I have to move on and try to forget about what happened...?
Or,
I just keep waiting,
Maybe one day you'll come back and we'll be like we were,
Friends and lovers...?
....
" I'm confused....."
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Daily Thoughts
Poetryvent , venting , nothing much , just writing my daily thoughts about you. As long as I exist, you'll be loved.