Daily Thoughts

Confused

I know that nobody is afraid of losing me.

I've lost a lot of people that were so close to me.....

And everybody now is telling me to be strong and don't let them destroy me.

But at least,

I can't.

I tried to move on like everybody told me. But that wasn't that easy. I feel like those who told me that, never experienced losing someone so close to them.

Maybe one day, I'll have that happy ending that I've always dreamt of..?

Because..... I've met a lot of people but nobody felt like you,

And I never wanted to lose you,

And I was soo afraid of losing you,

But now you're gone with no explanation.....

So now, when I feel lonely, I just lie on my bed, and start remember all the good moments that we've spent. Even if I know that you forgot about me forever. And you don't want me in your life. But to be honest, we've spent a lot of beautiful moments that I'll never forget.

So ,

Do I have to move on and try to forget about what happened...?

Or,

I just keep waiting,

Maybe one day you'll come back and we'll be like we were,

Friends and lovers...?

....

" I'm confused....."