Daily Thoughts

Prehaps

Perhaps I have always been dreaming of you,

Dreaming of sleep on your shoulder ,

while you stroke my hair to comfort me, 

and I whisper 'I love you.'

 Perhaps I dreamed that I held your hand ,

even though it's a normal thing, 

but I haven't experienced it with you.

 Perhaps I dreamed that I hugged you tightly.

Prehaps i just dreamt that we're together again .

Like nothing happened .

Like nothing has been.

Just friends,

Or even lovers .

Maybe i just hug my pillow every night trying to imagine it as you, 

Maybe i still read that one letter that you gave me that day,and always trying to figure out what was wrong

Prehaps i still looking from the window waiting to just see you If you passed by here by chance, then I see you ,

Prehaps i still watching those videos that you sent to me, to hear your voice again.

But you'll never know that i do all that for you and you think that's easy to move on.

I think i have to pack my bags and leave you behind..?

"I hope you're feeling what i felt whenyou shattered my soul".

Because i feel like i'm a fool waiting for someone to come even if i know that he's gone forever.