Deciding to break the no-contact is crazy , especially after the breakup and the five months that we hadn't talk. Wow! I resisted for five whole months ! That's crazy .... and I thought that we will last forever ....
But I still didn't get a reply . Maybe because you're busy ? or just you didn't want to reply ...?Maybe yes , but I really hope that you're out of data . So that I can keep telling myself that there's a little hope . At least I can keep telling myself that you still think about me , or just I cross your thoughts at least only once.
I really still hope that I still meaning to you something , at least friends , or just that I exist in your thoughts, because everytime I remember that it was also my fault for breaking what was between us make me feel sad .
Hope that one day you will understand, how much I love you , and that I still want to be with you forever . I still thinking about you for every second , and you're that one " nothing" that I reply with when people asks me what's on my mind.
I really hope that one day you will find this book , just read it and see how much I love you .
YOU ARE READING
Daily Thoughts
Poetryvent , venting , nothing much , just writing my daily thoughts about you. As long as I exist, you'll be loved.
