I just want to wake up from that reality that I'm not yours anymore.
I beleive that someting wrong went in our relationship.
Nobody is perfect, I know that,
But at least, tell me what was the mistake.
That day, you decided to leave without explaining the real reason. " Either talking to you or not, is the same for me now." That was the sentence that hurted me the most. I've tried to convince you to stay , but at least, you never wanted to.
I don't know what was the wrong thing that didn't work in our relationship, if it was loving you so much, or just lefting you three days with no contact because my phone was broken. I'm just trying to remember all what happened that day, the 14th July, to just remember what was my fault.
I still don't understand . The day before, you were the same guy that I've known for years, for exactly three years. But the day after, everything changed, you were as cold as an iceberg.......
I never knew what was the wrong thing that I've did to end up like this .
I did my best. At least I've tried.
Maybe you weren't satisfied, but I've tried all my best to let you know that I love you.
Maybe I wasn't enough?
-Yes, maybe.
Maybe I couldn't talk to him all day long?
- Yes, probably.
Maybe I was talkative and he wanted me to just shut up?
- But if he wanted, he would tell you.
You're right......
So, what did I did wrong...?
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Daily Thoughts
Poetryvent , venting , nothing much , just writing my daily thoughts about you. As long as I exist, you'll be loved.