And today , I saw him looking in my direction , even if I know deep inside that he wasn't looking at me , but I'm just making myself think that he still have some intrest to me .
I really know deep inside that he hates me so much , he won't come back , and I will never talk to him again . But why I'm still holding on "Him" ? He just left forever , he won't come back , I'm the only one who's waiting even if I knew that there's no hope !
I really feel like I'm waiting to see the word " ending" to just understand that it's the end between us .
but , and if it wasn't the end ?
please , no ! It is ! so just move on!
hope one day I'll understand...
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Daily Thoughts
Poetryvent , venting , nothing much , just writing my daily thoughts about you. As long as I exist, you'll be loved.