Daily Thoughts

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Lost in thoughts again.

The first week of school was a disaster,

probably banal, just lost in thoughts like usual,

and I just found out that I've lost my best friend , again.

some problems appeared, like yesterday in the evening ,

from his classmates that thought I was looking for "him".

but ,

maybe they were right , 

and i was looking for him,

like an idiot that eveybody knows that I got played 

again and again,

knowing right inside me that it's the end of everything.

still can't believe that we broke up and there's no returning back,

wish I can hold you close to me,

just one time,

to let you know how much I've loved you,

how much you meant to me,

and how much you were loved.

regretting what happened between us,

knowing well inside me that it was never love,

but I still miss you very much.

I've got a lot of problems because of you, in this first week,

but you won't do anything to stop them ,

so I gotta wait until this year is over.